I just wanted to take a moment,
and think about the times,
the memories,
the joys.
Before I was broken.
Before you ruined me.
Before my heart broke.
When I was healed.
My life was far from perfect,
but I was going to be alright.
Until I met you.
You were the best worse thing that has ever happened to me.
You filled me up
and then emptied me out.
But it was you.
So what could I say?
You changed me.
But what could I do when all I wanted was you??
And it's crazy because even though I know you're not good for me
I still want you.
Right now I want you more than ever.
