A running heart
and a beating nose
has ripped me apart,
the pain in my brain
has left the doctor puzzled
how can he note all my life
and do a correct diagnose ?

I always wondered how amazing it was that I could tell how you feel...
But I knew you can never say the same
I always wondered how you were
But I knew you wont ask the same...
I always knew you needed me
But I also knew you never knew...
You're like an open book who's trying hard to be encrypted yet i'm an experienced cryptographer
With just one look through your eyes, I could already tell but you refuse to spill the beans

I knew it was a mistake...
I knew you won't be there if I needed a shoulder...
I knew it...

Yet I thought you'd let go...
Why are you making things hard for me?
I was giving you a trustworthy ally but you never showed you can be one as well
Now im leaving for hell
Then you'll ring the bell
Asking me to come back
It's gonna be hard to go back
I hope you actually realized what you lack
And drop your cowardly act

I just hope i'm not talking to thin air
This is so hard to bear...

*If only you could open your eyes and see the truth that lies within

I miss you
I know
How weird it may sound
How we have never even met
Yet I lay here on the ground
Thinking of you
And how life would be having you around
Would people cheer or maybe they’d boo
Would it even really matter?
After all I’d have you.
I felt so lost like a dog called a stray
Like a pup in a pound
They’ve taken me away
Then you come along and suddenly I’m found
I wag my tail and you’ve found your stray
You’ve given me a purpose
You’ve given me a reason
There are nothing but pros
In starting this new season
I’m glad you have come
Appeared in my life
When recently the sum
Was nothing but strife
You are a blessing -GirlsName-
Nothing but an angel
I can’t wait to meet you
I can’t wait for this new life

Cars, people, trucks and traffic can easily ride along a bridge, holding 1000 pounds and more. It can't hold a souls that's falling into an ocean of depth.

i've made this a long time ago
to love you
with more letters to come
and a poets to verse out
I am simply aware of my deeds
for i can be the most magical
genie in a bottle of your dreams nor for real.

My own mother hurt me with words today
She asked me why I have no friends
I told her
The people I thought were my friends lie to my face
Talk behind my back
And invite everyone except me to hang out.
My mom said
"You've given me the same reasons since you were 3
I'm starting to think it's not everyone else
It's you
You're un-friendable."
It's a made up word that cuts real wounds
She said if I weren't so different and kooky
And didn't make people feel awkward
Then maybe I'd learn to be like them.
Well if being myself means
I can't be shown the same respect as everyone else
Why would I want to have friends anyway

"I seem to recall a world where people weren't such a-holes all the time, but maybe I'm just paying more attention" ~ quote by some guy smoking a cigarette outside of a restaurant