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wyatt rabbit Jun 2014
You know that feeling when you can't remember if something really happened or if you only dreamed it?
That's what it felt like the first time you said you loved me.

It happened in that fine line of time
the border
between late that night
and early the next morning
when you can't find the sun
or the moon
and the sky's a pinkish shade of blue.

On my knees
in the bathroom
too much liquor
never been sicker
my stomach coming up
through my throat
angry with me
letting me have it

You stood behind me
"shh baby" & "its okay"ing me in cooing whispers
rubbing my back
petting my hair
despite all the times I slurred my words at you
telling you to get out
thinking about how disappointed you must be

and then I heard it
and I know I was drunk
but I heard it
you said
"I love you too, Sarah. I love you too."
and you kept saying it
and I kept thinking
"This is real. She said this. Please remember this. Oh god, please remember."

I woke up the next morning
next to you
thank god, you were still there
and you asked if I remembered anything from last night
and I said I think I do
but I still wasn't sure if it really happened
and you confirmed it
and laughed
and said "of course that's the only thing you remember"
and I smiled
because that was all I needed to


*s.mndi
The others must have seen me, but I remained unnoticed to their vision. I stood there. I stood still as they passed by, that certain couple in their 20s whose form of entertainment revolved around alcohol and apples and sneaking behind the tree or inside the car. Nothing astounding.

Their steps carry the particular type of urgency available only to the ordinary and the fools. He clasped his fingers around hers and thought about the future, being married and all that, but she was bored with him. She looked almost trapped.

I watched him open the door to the passenger’s seat. I watched her enter the car. I watched him follow in barefoot, and I watched them drown themselves in hours and shadows and whispers and when they finally went out, she still looked bored even with his promises and hundred years. (To be continued)
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Once upon a time there was a lonely girl
In this big ol' world

She walked around with her head down

And she always felt like she was drowning
Never said a word, but she was treated like dirt.
Rebecca Shain Jun 2014
Writing poetry at 3 AM because the drugs haven't worn off and neither have you.
AmberLynne May 2014
Let me tell you the story of our serendipitous meeting, when we had been working not too far from each other for months but only just met.  Let me tell you about how I was slacking off because I was bored of work, and tired of life in general.  Let me tell you about how meeting you literally saved my life, for I had already made the plans and set the groundwork-my decision made long before and solidified more every day.  Let me tell you about how you walked up oh so casually as I was talking to a mutual friend.  And baby, let me tell you how I thought you were pretty freaking cute, and how I was so nervous and excited when you joined in our conversation.  But let me tell you also how I showed myself to you from that very first meeting and you accepted all of me wholeheartedly.  Because, let me tell you, I was at my very worst in those moments.  And let me tell you how I walked away from that meeting with a genuine smile on my face, the first in years.
First in a seven part series.
5.28.14
Seye Kuyinu May 2014
So you face Mecca five times a day
Muttering my name under your breath.
So you remember the nights and days
When your hands kept me from falling,
You pulling my weight from my coarse palms
And weak fingers.

You remember the seasons we reigned,
Ruling the world with straws, wielding lollipops
And cotton candy in our hands,
our own king your own queen.
We promised each other fortunes
only they were cut out of paper,
adorned with sketches of us
And I swore I could catch the last firefly
that glittered after dawn.

But suddenly it’s a real world. The castles were built with sand,
Our faces rid with pimples,
our hands separated by distance
You say I am not who I used to be;
my voice a tone deeper.
But I only see your own chest heavier.

Suddenly the mention of my name
is forbidden in your sanctuary
The same name you scribbled
behind your notebook in biology class
and wherever there was a pencil and paper,
where there was a nail and a tree,
where there was a finger and some sand.
You pick on my weakness and forget
That  its the same thing that we are made of;
that which makes us one.
You forget we were formed from the ground
The one we step on. You forget our mortality,
The topic we never brought up.

Friend, we are so lost. Tell me,
Are these wounds we can mend?
Or is this a chance to pretend
Again that we are not friends

but strangers
Seye Kuyinu May 2014
You pick every word I say
With rapt attention.
So I tell you about tangerine skies
In Vermont, how I shape them.
I tell you my dad invented Cuban cigars
In Argentina.

You heard about the prawns,
The ***** and the lilies. A story only I could tell.
I could tell it in fluent Yoruba.
You watch me sleep like I don't have a care in this world
Snorting away while chasing dragonflies and seahorses
In my oblivion.


You watch me walk in the shadows
My gait like gridless frames of a restless gate
blown open by the wind.
(If I was the night, I would be bright.)

Finally you see my hands well adapted to cutlasses and owes,
Irrespective experienced with oriental oils
and manicures.
'One day I will be king', I thought I said.
But you heard it from my mind.
You heard it alone.

Yesterday we owed this to ourselves.
Tomorrow we will be lovers
Today let's be friends.
Seye Kuyinu May 2014
We broke up and we broke down
Running from all that we were really looking for.
You woke up and you looked down
On everything we stood for.
You crept from beneath squeaky windows looking in
Till you saw forms and shadows,
And so you pointed and shot.

But there are a galaxy of excuses
Some from beneath our pride, others from surfaces deeper.
There is a gallery of our frustrations
But you quietly let yourself in.
You see, everyone wants to be heard
And so I voiced out.
I opened a palm and opened the other.
But you never asked. You never saw.
You never once thought the other way.

But what if our fears were a farce?
What if our trouble was meant for something noble?
What if this hatred for each other and the dark consequences
were buried below?
What if our worries were left behind?

Oh god, what have we done.
We are leaving our things behind
We are leaving our sins behind.
We are slowly losing

This beautiful place
Kai May 2014
Color over all the freckles on your new nephew's face so he can redeem his society-killed soul
And outside the lines on the turtle's shell
And the shoes onto the poor boy's feet so he can't feel the world
Thirds come in once and are taken away as wholes
Kai May 2014
Shout to the nearest old man who can't hear you anyway
And to the baby who will never be born
And to the flowers that refuse to grow
There's not always a second chance
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