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Hi i’m Sebastian
i’m an addict
Addicted to frantic
Spastic language  

After ages
Of Procrastinating
i lacked the panache.
But as of lately

That is changing
My imagination
Have replaced the
Manic *******,

The crass habit of
Having laughs
From dating
A relaxing
Callous lady

Validated
By an affidavit

Now i’m Exasperated
i amass amazing
Paragraphs’ saturation

A translucent human
Finds a hue soothing

Like my time as a youth spent
School bench-doodling
i pulled the blue pen

Through the movements
Maneuvered cerulean loops
Drew crude dudes and
Exuberant protruding *****
For a youths amusement

Freud’s lament meant that
A pen is a *****
i comment these tittles of i’s
Are eyes at a zenith
With these i see things

Don’t ask what an asterisk is
But believe me i’ve seen it
The things he does for love, he’s wont to let it walk across all forms of cusps in his thoughts. Or cross all sorts of borders in his head. He wants to overcome. This is what he’s lauded for. It won’t be what he does it for.

He finds heights frightening. Climbing. Hiking. Any altitude above sea level makes him feel unsettled. He’s fearful. He presses a hand to his chest, lets his breath settle into a better pace. Greenish shades paints his cheeks, pale in the face. A ghastly grimace. Visions. Images. Picturing himself slipping, or tripping into the ominous abyss. And even worse that she falls with him.

Frivolous lips kisses his temple, those rosey lips makes him less fretful. Holding her hand helps him stand, helps him settle. The lips asks if perhaps they should turn back. His hand relaxes before further clenching his grasp. Tells himself that there’s no turning back, he claims it would be wasteful. For him to overcome they would need to press through.

“I do this for you”
Another Creative Writing exercise, where a piece of association flow-writing should be reversed and adapted into a new text. The four words I chose was "Hiking. Climbing. Frightening heights".

Additionally, Rammstein's "Rosenrot" really inspired the narrative
http://herzeleid.com/en/lyrics/rosenrot/rosenrot
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                     This mess of me
                                 is boiling
The pressure's building fast.
         This churning, burning,
                        furnace heat—
I know that I won't last.

                 'Cause ev'rything
                          inside of me
It just keeps holding on
                  To all the things
                           hurting me
I know why it feels wrong.

                  I'm stuck inside
                        that easy lie
That says I cannot change
                  And when I cry
                               I realize
This certainly is strange.

            For though I died
                to flesh, I strive
To rectify myself;
               I tried and tried
          and then, surprise:
I needed something else.

                Nothing makes  
                 it past the pain
Except your healing touch.
        And you say, "Wait,
                 My child, wait,
For you will know My love."
April 12, 2016 ~ one poem a day challenge
Mal Clark Apr 2016
it hurts in my heart
knowing we're so far apart
one day I hope you can stay
but in the mean time
I'll write my little ramblings
into the insides of my mind
bury these thoughts
make myself blind
blind to hurt and blind to feel
just please know, you help to heal
my ****** mentality of self deprecation
helping me to keep my concentration
on things ahead and joys to come
sometimes you make me stutter
not a day does go by without me wanting you by my side
I'm a hopeless romantic
a music fanatic
and I never stop writing about my friends
I'm ****** in the head
better off dead
but with you,
I don't want life to end
orangangkasa Mar 2016
it is you it really was
if I had no doubt and pause
my eyes could have linger
a little while longer
Sort of like continuation of That Shirt
orangangkasa Mar 2016
in the mind of my own
leisurely I walk alone
the sun beat down my face
instantly I quicken my pace
eyes on the ground then divert
and are locked on that shirt
when the hands moved I saw art
that somehow felt close to heart
it looked so you... you know
heart says yes but head says no
shook my head as I turned right
mouth curved up to fake delight
Someone I used to close with is no longer close. That someone is always in my thought so severe that I keep seeing that someone when in fact it was someone else. I regret the day I denied my thought of seeing that someone when it was truly that someone I saw.
Raindrops Mar 2016
I can see affection
in her eyes...
The kindness in her
heart lies
Her sweet words
that make me believe,
Its aim to cheer
and to relieve.

In the warmth of her hugs
I feel love,
I was a gift to her
from above,
To take care and comfort me,
Especially when things go
out of my hand.

No matter what Ive been through,
Even if all is against me,
Atleast I know there is someone
I know she'll always be
by my side.
Raindrops Mar 2016
I wonder once how it felt to love
Though as pure as a dove
Then you suddenly came in my world
Things in my thoughts whorled

The feeling when you're right beside me,
how funny I can't stand straight my knee
I was taken away by your smile
thoughts of you make my life worthwhile.

You're like the star on the night sky
I was so fond of them I want to fly.
Sweet and tenderly love they say
I love the feeling it makes me sway.

It's truly amazing what love can do
It'll surprise you out of the blue
but time flies and feelings fade away
Memories dont because its the only one that stay
Raindrops Mar 2016
There are many mysteries here on earth
Even the earth is a mystery itself since birth
There are many questions in my mind
To which I do not know where to find

Unexplainable things that puzzled me.
Leaving me alone in the middle of the sea.
Letting me drown in deep curiosity,
Things that can't unravel even by a witty.
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