#resentment poems on Hello Poetry

Chalsey Wilder Dec 2015

The ones that claim to love you give you the most misery.

I hate my mother. I'm gonna give karma some help with her when the time is right

#hell #mother #resentment #misery #karma

Arnesha Lanette Jones Nov 2015

Dear Father you are the reason why my mom is in shambles
You are the reason for my constant rambles
Father your words were harsh to mom when spoken
Father you made my mother completely broken

Dear Father you said you loved me but you hurt me
But instead you did nothing but desert me
You tried to put up a good fight
And thought you mended the pieces of wrong and right

When we spoke when you was in the hospital the other day
I realized what you told the love slowly died away
I felt in that you did not care about from the start
That is when it all came back me really just broke my heart

My hatred for you has ran wild
When you mentioned you have another child
How dare you rub it in my face
You never loved me in the first place

You selfish and cold hearted man
You did not stand your ground, but instead you ran
Dear Father how can you do this to me and feel care free
You asked only about my mother instead of me

Dear Father as bad as I hurt I still love you
But as far as i can see is expressing my point of view
I had to deal with my mother's emotional pain
Her was flowing like the falling rain

Her sadness had drove me insane
I felt I was more at a loss than a gain
That she was afraid of a gentle touch
You ****** the life out of her so much

My mother is happy like the rising sun
I barely forgive you for what you done
Now my mother is longer alone
I hope you can apologize and attone

Even though I sometimes stress
I do not love you any less
I can settle for you taking care of my sister and give this a rest
I love you father and wish you all the best

A daughter expressing how she feels about her father's actions in the past

#anger #resentment #disappointment #attonement

Ayeshah Nov 2015

Meaningful..........

I never known  what  you speak of

I've not obtained

what it is to sustain

a meaningful relationship

Seems I'm destiny to be alone forever

I've not grasped what it is to allow someone

to just be who they are

all I can see is my own imperfection in them

wanting them to be better

and
throw a fit when their so inadequate

more so

I'm the one whose lacking

and
fear changing

just in case they wont approve

I don't ask for validation

since
I validate myself

Isn't it still important

if we're reflections

of

  our love and relationship?

I've not yet understood this concept

since

I'm so used to doing it always on my own

with or with you.

More so with out then with...

Few have tried to show me

teach me

yet I've ran fearful of what COULD be

TOO scared afraid

I just cant be  hurt again

but no one understand that

Closed off from love so long

I've forgotten what its like

and

when I've had it

I've not known if it were real or fake.

Too many times

I've been lead to believe in the illusion

of love when it wasn't even true

How do you condemn me

when

you've participated

in my demise to began with?

He told me we'd never part.

He too told me I was his heart.

This one said I was his only.

Another said he'd never leave me lonely!!!

Yet they've all left

weather I made it so or on their own

Too many times

I listen to a lie

yet I'm to blame

Somehow unbeknownst to me

its all ALWAYS my fault.

Til death do us part

was me dying each time he cheated

or how about them beating

I should stop blaming

and

take responsibilities for myself

for my actions

it's always someone else's fault

that

I'm how I am

but truth is it really has been

yet at my age shouldn't

I have to face facts....

I need to love me

give to me all they're unfulfilled promise's

left me longing craving needing and wanting.

Fix my own broken soul

I want to

I don't even know how

I lack the ability to move on

past the hurt

which consumes me

and yet

I want a

Meaningful Relationship*

Always Me Ayeshah ™ ®
         K.A.C.L.N ©
     All right reserved ®
Copyright 1977 - Present

I'm 38 and still can't seem to get this love thing right, best I stay alone! maybe but I wish pray and hope there is someone for me, seems for my exes they've found true love so *** is wrong with me>???!!! guess I'll figure it out one day before I'm gone. or iI'l go without ever knowing !

#love #lies #fear #desire #pain #abuse #hope #hurt #resentment #wishing

Sam Luna Nov 2015

Jealousy

I think I know why
You're so jealous
I think I know why
You're thinking I still love him

Your thoughts
Are a reflection
Of you heart

You get jealous
Because you are still in love
With your past
But it has locked its doors
And you cannot enter

And so you think
That maybe, maybe
I, too,
Am knocking
On my past's doors.

But I was the one to lock the doors
I can't see why you get jealous
When in all truthfulness,
I don't love him anymore

But maybe, maybe,
Maybe you're the one still knocking
On your past's door.

I killed and buried my past a long time ago. Have you?

#anger #sadness #tears #happy #hurt #resentment #jealousy #november #1 #halloween

Klvshp0et Oct 2015

"Ugly"

If God don't like ugly
God don't like me.
Which is why
I'm so unlucky.
It's like my money
telling jokes in my pocket
because it knows it's funny.
I live in Texas but
My days are never sunny.
They are much rather gloomy
and the darkness consumes me
until I get a bit wreck less.
Faded
till I'm speechless.
Smoking
till I'm breathless.
Til my mind isn't restless.
Sippin the devils elixir
made me far from quicker
but I feel deathless
because I'm high
off of **** and antidepressants.
God don't like ugly
and the people
walk about corruptly
in this world of vanity.
That grips the sanity
til it produces
a lack of empathy
for its fellow man.
This world of vanity
has me trapped
In my own reality
because I'm not
appealing to the eye
and my words
not appealing to the soul.
Still dress to impress
to catch a lost ******* soul
lackin control
to ride this ****
like a slippery *****.
God don't like ugly.

If God don't like ugly
God don't like me.
Like a ******* child
that's he's forgot about.
Made in his image
but far more warped.
Who realized his potential
and leaped from the porch.
Into a sea of fakes
trying to achieve an image
sharp as a sword.
Just as mighty as the lord
but they always come up short
because they are mortals
between the portals
of heaven and hell.
So the paranormals ******
the brains of the godawful children.
Until everything is up for sale
including their soul.
To feel a feeling that will never bail.
This life has been hell.
Yet, we bask in the heat
of the moment.
When temptation rains upon us
we always lose focus.
How can we resist it
when him and his enemy
sent it.

If God don't like ugly
God don't like me.

-Klash

Please like & share :) much love!

#life #god #people #resentment #spiritual #ugly #sanity #vanity #empathy #corrupt

E Copeland Oct 2015

Untitled #2

we said
we were both better off
but that didn't wash the
metallic taste of blood
from biting my tongue
and begging you to stay.

they say
a watched *** never boils
and that is why I turned my back on the door,
still hoping you would come through it
and say I'm home.

you said
we were forever
but you're the boy
who never could fully love
and I'm the girl
who loved too much
and together we were
chaos and destruction,
a shattered glass in a child's hands.

#love #broken #hate #hope #lost #breakup #resentment #bitter

wes parham Oct 2015

another Miss Understanding

Secretly, I envied you...
Forgive me if it presumes too much
To wish you happiness and comfort.
As far as I can tell, you'd have me think
Those things are not for you.

I used to think that this was appalling,
and pity the creature who lays claim
To misery as their lot.
but
Secretly, I envied you, before even
Understanding,
That my pity was like hatred,
A misery in its own right,
And worse than that which I judged.
I resented the affront, another deadly sin,
And you were right.
You were right again.
You were right.
All along...

When all that you presented
Was hostility and greed.
How was I supposed to know
To look deeper?
-hear the author reading his work:
https://soundcloud.com/warmphase/sets/poems
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True happiness may be a myth, but you'll discover that that's just fine.
Ease suffering where you can and contribute no additional suffering. You may just find this more than sufficient. And, please, don't deny others their given right to move through sadness as well as joy.

#truth #sadness #happiness #emotion #resentment #misunderstanding