All of it
All at once
All i meant
All at the same time
All i ask for
All is a bit more
All the while
All the miles
All or Fall

xo

Happier without
Probably laughing alone
But maybe he's not

The last time we met,
I thought I hugged you tight enough.

Somehow it seems less now.
The stars suddenly dim,
the moon restless.
                                                     ­                                  
Hard to breathe, harder to pretend.
Pretense, because normal is non-existent
Pretense, because my happiness chose you over me.                                                                 ­              

I thought I kissed you enough.
That the world would implode if we kissed a little more.

I wouldn’t mind watching floating in the void space of darkness,
post the assumed explosion, for every night
my heart longs, aching in regret of not making the best of our time.              
                          
The last time we met, I did hold you tight.                                      
Hoping to catch your scent, trying to memorize it and guard it with my memory.

That's all there is now, a mild scent.
Evidence, a reminder.
Of life before the pandemic.

we connect through song
we say this for so long
do we need to assure
just to make sure
or leave it like this
make it abyss
will wait for a kiss
and just half of that miss
create a certain bliss
in moments like this
i know something is right
when you write
when i fight
i'll hold on tight
and keep that in mind

xoxo

In the night,
in the cold and craw darkness
i wander about the cosmos,
about the universe.
About all the things we could have been.
I wander if in a different reality ,
we are still together.
If we had kiss,
if you had stayed, if our bodies
had become one,
under the moon light.
I know you don’t want me,
and i know you don’t miss me.
But i will be here,
waiting  for you to come back.
Maybe our fate wasn’t written on the stars,
maybe we were just meant to fix,
each others hearts

I miss you...