You left me hanging like Da Vinci’s paintings on the walls of the Louvre. But I could never manage to transform my heartbreak into a masterpiece. I need good wine, good friends and music by Solange, Emeli Sandé and Floetry. I need to know that love and freedom are in my life even when there’s pain and heartbreak in my eyes. I took the bus from the CBD all the way to Hatfield just to free my mind and get some loving from you. Let’s listen to our favourite songs while we reminisce about the love and happiness that we’ll never get back. Happiness is an elusive feeling and I have been numb to it for some time now. You know how depression, loneliness and heartbreak fit me well like a glove. It has been a while since I’ve heard from you, too many days since February. Too many days since I’ve been patiently waiting so I had to give up eventually. I took the bus from the CBD all the way to Hatfield just to see you every Wednesday morning. Every Wednesday morning, I was mourning the deaths of loved ones by celebrating the gift of life. Too many days since February, I’ve been waiting for you to come and find me. No amount of morphine could ever ease my pain, I am just trying to feel and find love again. I took an Uber from the CBD all the way to Hatfield just to free my mind and get some loving from you. Let’s listen to our favourite songs while we reminisce about the love and happiness that we’ll never get back.
you told me that i belonged in the louvre me, with my curtain of dark blonde hair that i was (trying) to grow out to where it was before i ceremoniously cut it all off and that statement was followed with not one but two heart emojis after that i trusted you (though i don’t know why) the way you wormed your way into my head deserves some sort of award for months, before i even liked you, i would dream about you almost every night and i know that sounds crazy, but it happened so i said that i liked you (indirectly) but you told me you loved someone else (directly) only, you said i belonged in the i guess i never knew that i was meant to be by myself there, a mona lisa smile on my face waiting for you to come take me off the wall and make me feel worthy again because i had based all of my self-worth in how many looks you gave me but you barely told me the time of day but i’ll wait and wait and wait (tell when you’re ready for me) (tell me you love me)