Everyone leaves
Everyone loves someone else
The heart is always left alone

When will I be one in your heart
When will I be one in your life

When will I be happy
Will I be the only one for you
The one I can call mine
When Will there be no one else but us

There is still a reason to hope again and
There is still a melody of love
That pushes you not to let go

There are still tears that cannot be removed
That I don't want to lose you
Because you are really there for me
But you didn't choose me to be with

But the heart is getting tired
The eyes are getting tired of crying
The body is also getting tired of waiting
The mind is getting tired of thinking of all the ways to be with you

Always hurting
Always being left behind
It's also tiring to be hurt
I took a break but I'm looking for care and love

I need you but you are with someone else
In others I found the place to refill
because you were lost to me
I wish you were the one who filled
A heart thirsty for love

When it always hurts
What I always heard whispering is to give you
And accept that you are no longer with me

To forget you and look at others
Here I can be free from tears
And forget the sorrow of feelings

Because of the pain and tears
I was brought to a new beginning
It feels like everything is broken
When will I let go of everything that everything was lost

I need to choose myself
I need to change

I love you so I can
Let you be happy with others
That's why I can't fight you

Someone else wants and loves you
That's why we're not for each other

I'll just accept defeat but
My love for you
I'll give it back to myself

If love has left me
If love is no longer with us
If the plans are changed
If the the heaven is different to us
If God has taken everything back
If you are for him
If you are no longer for me

There is nothing I can do
But to release everything
But to release you.

I set things free.


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"ℙ𝕒𝕝𝕒𝕪𝕒𝕚𝕟 ℕ𝕒 𝔸𝕟𝕘 𝕃𝕒𝕙𝕒𝕥"

Lahat nalang lumilisan
Lahat nag mamahal ng iba
Ang puso parati nalang naiiwan mag isa

Kailan ba ako magiging isa sa puso mo
Kailan ba ako naging isa sa buhay mo

Kailan ba ako magiging masaya
Yun bang ako lang ang para sayo
Yung matatawag kong sa akin ka
Yun bang wala ng iba tayo lang

May dahilan parin para umasa ulit
May himig parin ang pagmamahal
na tumutulak na di dapat bumitaw
May mga luha parin na di maalis
At ayaw kang mawala
dahil nanjan ka talaga para sakin
Pero hindi mo ako pinili na makasama

Pero ang puso ay napapagod na
Ang mga mata napapagod ng lumuha
Ang katawan napapagod din mag hintay
Ang isip napapagod ng isipin ang lahat ng paraan para makasama ka

Palagi nalang nasasaktan
Palagi nalang iniiwanan

Nakakapagod din palang masaktan
Nag pahinga pero nag hahanap ng kalinga at pagmamahal
Kailangan kita pero nasa iba ka
Sa iba nahanap dahil nawala ka na sa akin
Ikaw sana ang nagpupuno
Ng pusong uhaw sa pagmamahal

Kapag nasasaktan
Ang palaging binubulong ay ang ibigay ka
At tanggaping wala ka na sakin

Ang kalimutan ka at tumingin sa iba
Dito Makakalaya sa mga luha
At makakalimot sa hinagpis ng damdamin

Dahil sa mga sakit at mga luha
Dinala ako sa bagong simula na
Parang nasira ang lahat
Kailan ko ng pakawalan ang lahat ng nawala

Kailangan ko ng piliin naman ang sarili
Kailangan ko ng mag bago

Mahal kita kaya magagawa kong
Hayaan na maging masaya ka sa iba
Kaya nga hindi ko kayang ipag laban ka

May gusto at mahal ka ng iba
Kaya nga wala tayo sa isat isa

Tatanggapin nalang ang pagkatalo pero
Ang pagmamahal ko sayo
Ay ibabalik ko sa sarili ko

Kung iniwan na ako ng pag ibig
Kung wala na sa atin ang pag ibig
Kung iba na ang mga plano ng langit sa atin
Kung binawi na ng maykapal ang lahat
Kung para ka sa kanya
Kung hindi ka na para sa akin

Wala na akong magagawa
Kundi ang palayain ang lahat
kundi Ang palayain ka.

I am not gonna meditate on you anymore
I am not gonna think about you anymore

You came like a lightening bolt
Then left like you were never here

Making me question my own identity
Making me question my life’s reality

Was it just in my head? Was it a dream?
Was it a nightmare that I didn’t see?

Aloof, my mind strays in different directions
Were you someone I thought you weren’t?

You walked in and embraced me like a child
Told me you wanna hear all about my mind

Held my hand so it wouldn’t shake while i speak
You said you won’t judge me even if I hung myself on a tree

Then one very fine day, you started drifting away
Into the abyss, where I couldn’t even hold onto you

I kept latching onto the shadow you left behind
Tried to manifest you back cause I was always crying

But I’m tired now, and I can’t go on like this
And so they say,
The final act of loving someone,
Is letting them go
So I let you go