love today looks like Balance & Composure and a little bit of The Maine some Jhene Aiko and Jessie Ware. it looks like letting myself feel everything, but staying silent. all these questions that will never have answers. all this holding when the middle is empty. today I am dressed in red, feeling blue. wishing i tried to put on lipstick.
the world's a ******* mess its gone to **** and i am every bit apart of it i may have started it. try to find a greater shade to be the way to lead the way i need the way teach me the way.
the worlds a ******* mess there is no love we need the love we need to love. show us your love, or how to love. show us to care, we need you here. show us the light inside of us, give me the light to shine for us. the worlds a ******* mess its gone to **** is this what you planned for us? do you look down on us? don't frown on us, we are so lost. we need your guidance. we need confidence. as we try to find a brighter side to an elevated higher side. its out of sight, give us a sign. oblivion, wish i would go back can i go back to no one? can i go back to nothing? my life's a ******* trip, it makes me sick im jaded, i hate it. hate that im faking it, as slow as im taking it.
can i love without losing? how do i live without bruising? no pretending, no delusion. sweet, sweet oblivion.
Why aren't you smiling, while the whole world is smiling? In this lovely day why aren't you shining? Obstacles on your way but even fowls are crossing. Instead of smiling why are always cursing the world and her natural ways of judgment. Life is full of jubilance, why the resentment? Understand that life is the most wonderful element, Rich and nourishing, each day lived is a divine fulfilment. Why aren't you smiling when you should be rising? Why are you still going backwards, forward is where you should be heading, You should be smiling even when everything seems to be falling, Smile each day, life is awesome and worth living.
*"Carpe diem quam minimum credula postero" Live today and worry not about tomorrow.
& I want to let the whole world see... how they can float on life, *simple as a breeze. You flounder, we wander, in what is meant to be. I say it because it is truth, I say it because it is what eye sees.
If I could, I would give to my old self, what I have in me. But I can't, and you can take all my wealth from me.... **Let my lessons live, and please learn you need only be.
4:44 PM there's really no real, there's really no pretending cause nothing really is and everything really isn't.
Mesmerizing glory. Snowflakes falling down on us like old memories. One touch, and you're frozen. Not because of the hate, but because of the love. Sadness is intertwined in our fingertips. Three words. Eight letters. I love you. The words will forever hold true but the fear of them keeps them inside of us. I cannot bring myself to understand why people are so afraid to love. Demolishing demons dancing upon bare bodies at night while young women and young men are spending more time on physical interaction than emotional satisfaction. Satisfied with lusting one's surface is something I can't comprehend, I'd rather love your core. My appetite is growing because I'm starving for your soul as if I hadn't had a meal in months.. and to be honest, I haven't. Because no matter how much I eat, I can't seem to get full. And no matter how much I drink, i still thirst for more of your mind, your body, and your soul. I may have lost someone who didn't love me, But you lost someone who truly loved you. I am done searching for the light at the end of the tunnel because I have discovered God in the darkness. I loved you at your darkest. Slowly flicking a switch to find the bulb had blown out, I loved all of you.. and all of you loved it. Reciprocation is all I pray for at night and as day break arose, I found myself loving the darkness once again.