I love you so much,
I'll hug you a bunch,
lets have a lunch
and lets talk about how we see the future,
laughing, smiling, giggling.
i want to do that all, with you.

So many lists
So little **** to
add
               to an expression
               of the expression
of others

I spent a decade
letting others
express my feelings
for me
               and not for
               lack of flaking

I've almost 25-
years strapped to my
belt
              and the greater
              of those years
licking evil

if I'd the ***** to
spit my faults as
simply a product of
nothing then
              they were me
              always me
in tongue-sposed summation

I smiled at you
When I was broken inside
Never realizing
You were always the reason I cried

this trembling
my legs shaking
as if i've ran a 10 kilometer journey
can she see this?
the heart pumping
a beat so fast and loud
can she hear this?
long deep breaths
i'm trying to speak
but i can't
can't properly make up what to say
time is ticking
is she feeling uncomfortable now?
**** it, i spoke
with all my stored up courage
Hi

Carry me with your waves
I cannot separate thoughts from it
Your exterior
I bite into it, that's where the addiction lies
Creo que sientes lo mismo
Even your aches I think of every aching moment
This is the devil, but i am done with heaven