Sorry,
I love myself more.

Sometimes-
I am just too afraid to grow up
So I lie at the window
And count the stars

i am afraid,
one day I can’t recognize myself

i thought something is coming back
no lies
in your eyes
oh babe
i am in love again -
the rock hit the water
never coming back -
oh babe
i should not bring my heart next time

where is your heart
            where is your home
                        where is your love

people smile back at you when you smile
but we always alone when we cry

remind me,
why did i start

I know
is going to falling apart
but
just letting it fall-
freely and dangerously

you ask me-
what do you like?
it’s too expensive
you can’t afford it

i have been persuaded
kneeled down
beg to end-
hide-and-seek game
will you-
yes,
You

smoking after a meal
to the vague future
seeing the world through the fog
annoying the road is clogged

they say nicotine is bad
but you sure what is good?

Salute
To the smoky unknown future
let me first borrow a light
oh forgot
it is an e-cigarette

Black coffee
With eccentric magazines
Read world
-on the screen
Feeling the peace
Without rain

be her
be him
be you
why not be me

why you don't understand me?
we all have our own stories
time past
nobody listens
probably it would be the best-
to fly in my SOLO dimension

you are the sharpen knife
piercing my heart
torturing it till bleeding
-leave me perishing within

love is a boring thing,
actually-
i like flesh and bone better-
that sounds more human being

keep raw
keep origin
-not easy to lost
 not easy to fall

Tears trenched paper
Wind thrilled through the ear
Raindrops permeated sand
The road led to the end
Darkness crushed the trail
Shadow reflected the pain
Baby boys
Baby girls
Standstill
Standstill
We are on the way

i said,
i am always a dog person
until i got a cat

watching her sleep
so peacefully
she takes a nap
perhaps dreams a daydream with me
she stares at the window
the outside world seems fun and thrill
she looks at the screen
the keyboard’s sound just like her toys
eat, play, sleep
so simple, so easy

oh maybe I should be a cat
life should be easy
maybe that’s why i am jealous of a kitty

the water is warm
the sand is soft
the touch is wet
the air is hot
she is bathing in love
—in love

we always want to have someone
sometimes we forget-
we have ourselves

I never believe in luck
Luck-
just a miracle-
when you work **** hard

It's a joke
For you
It's an upward arc
For me
It's a scar -
not deep enough
But just see the blood

you said sadness is tsunami
but strength always needs testimony

I never give up HOPE
just HOPE abandons me sometimes

Born to be
-is a belief

born with gifts
-nature's choice

a Theist says God has a plan
an Atheist says Go with the flow
will Universe has an answerer?

sorry, my friend
I am just a questioner

don’t take my silence as the feebleness,
i am not sleeping-
just taking a nap.

There are four seasons in my heart
I hope to meet you in Spring-
We can see how the mountains become green
I hope to meet you in Summer-
We shall see how the tides turn grey
I hope to meet you Fall-
We will see how the wind blows gold
I hope to meet you in Winter-
We could see how our eyes hide fire
I hope to meet you in -
Future

I don’t like grow old
But I do like grow UP

sometimes, need the warmth of the sun
sometimes, need the cool of the shadow
The Beauty within is-
just guess it

Everybody wants to be You
but you are not anybody else

RED is my color
         red is blood
red is passion
         red is motherland
red is scar
         red is heart
red is love

you here
she smiles
you leave
she silences-
wants to see you fly
not shattered in the sky

even it hurts
but I grow faster
-stand higher

it’s going to be hurt
but i am still opening up
cause i believe
i am brave enough-
-oh if you want to talk about love

you always want to be great
but what's wrong with being ordinary

yes,
i am really afraid......
of losing dream
    losing direction
    losing me-
please be brave once more

one day
if I cannot recognize myself
that will be the time-
I shall hate myself

have to stand still
have to run to the finish
have to blur the lines
have to bow my head
Can I-
just lie in bed
and swing in my fantasy?
even not till the end

we see what we see
we know what we know
but
the world is not flat
it's round

just found out-
waiting for an answer
is one of the most tortured things

so many emotions
so fewer words
make me speechless
make me talk
keep distance
or
regretless to fall
that is a question-
not mine
it's yours

you know there is an ending
but still-
let it rolls
let it burns

people say we eager for similarity
but
no puzzle ever be the same
the distinction makes us-
complete
or
insane

it's not Failure makes you stronger
it's how you face it
deal with it
talk to it
-makes you another person