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regina Feb 2019
It's not the breakup that hurts.
It's the fact that he is no longer there to fill your days make it hurts.

You are no longer waking up to the sound of him sleeping soundly next to you.

He will not be there to comfort you when you need shoulder to cry on.

You will never feel the touch of his warm arms when he cuddled you close.

His goofy smile faded as he walked out of your room, without turning his head back.

Maybe this is why we said love is an idea.
I loved him, just because he is always there when I need someone to lean on.

Now I have learned,
Sometimes we just want someone in our lives,
Even if it is not the right fit.
i came to realization today.
regina Oct 2018
They used to spent their time at ikea everytime they were together.

She remembered she pointed her finger to one of those couch. She said she wanted to buy that and put it in their room.
She can’t erase the memory of his smile after she said that.

They were too in love, they start to make believe and holding onto “what ifs”

And when they were passing by to one of those garden swings.

He stopped by and grabbed her by the hand.
“One day i will build a garden at the back of our house, i know you love swing. I’ll plant some trees. We can spend our time there. I know you will love it, i will love it too.”

She could hear excitement within his voice.
She nonchalantly hugged him with a big grin plastered on her face.

A year has passed,
She was scrolling through her instagram.
She saw, he bought the swing they always wanted and planted a tree next to it.
With another girl sitting right beside him.
regina Jul 2018
I can tell you were doubting me.
I can see you were uncertain about what we could be.

But here i am,
I was sure about you.
I was certain about what we could be.

But all the certainty was not enough,
The love i gave was never sufficient.
regina Jul 2018
That night, he pulled her body into his warm embrace. She closed her eyes as she inhaled his scent with all might.
She lifted her head and looked right into his eyes. She wondered, if he still look at her the same way, like when they first met.

“Do you think this is working out?” She finally asked him with fear in her heart she waited for his response.

He sighed. “I’d like to try, do you think this is going to work out?” He asked her back but she saw doubt in his eyes.

She smiled and nodded. But she knew, forever is never written in their story.
It’s been a long while since the last time i write here.
regina Dec 2016
How can i fall asleep when all the voices in my head sounds like your laughter.
How can i fall asleep when all images in my mind are pictures of you.
How can i fall asleep when my skin is still longing for your touch, but you are not going to be there any longer to hold me.

"Please stay, don't leave. You are not going anywhere"
My heart is screaming but you are too far away to hear it.

How can i fall in love when the person is not, you
regina Oct 2016
She stared silently upon his visage,
and when those mesmerizing eyes of his finally met her gaze.
She was stunned and a flush slowly swept across her cheeks
causing her to look down to hide her blushing cheeks.

As she looked down with her eyes stared into the lit cigarette between his fingers.
She bethought to herself,
Everyone has their own addictions,
He's addicted to cigarette and alcohol.
Whilst she has him.
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