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regina Oct 2016
She stared silently upon his visage,
and when those mesmerizing eyes of his finally met her gaze.
She was stunned and a flush slowly swept across her cheeks
causing her to look down to hide her blushing cheeks.

As she looked down with her eyes stared into the lit cigarette between his fingers.
She bethought to herself,
Everyone has their own addictions,
He's addicted to cigarette and alcohol.
Whilst she has him.
regina Sep 2016
February 26th, 6.22 PM
We were sitting face to face in a coffee shop,
and from the depths of your eyes.
I know you contemplated me.
With a hint of sheepish smile,
You told me that
you've got the prettiest eyes I've ever seen

May 22nd, 2.01 PM
You were gazing right at me,
Still with those warm orbs of yours.
You leaned closer and whispered against my ear.
Your eyes look a lot like Hello-Kitty
And you said Hello-Kitty is evil.

September 08th, 3.12 AM
As I sit back and reminisce
I can't help but question myself,
Is that how fast a feeling can change?
regina Jul 2018
I can tell you were doubting me.
I can see you were uncertain about what we could be.

But here i am,
I was sure about you.
I was certain about what we could be.

But all the certainty was not enough,
The love i gave was never sufficient.
regina Dec 2015
His love is like a drug
She knows it cause nothing but pain
But her body aches for more,
As if she never had enough.

His lips taste like caffeine
She knows she might get addicted,
Yet she yearn for more than a kiss.
Inspired by you. coffee. cigarette. our love.
regina Jul 2018
That night, he pulled her body into his warm embrace. She closed her eyes as she inhaled his scent with all might.
She lifted her head and looked right into his eyes. She wondered, if he still look at her the same way, like when they first met.

“Do you think this is working out?” She finally asked him with fear in her heart she waited for his response.

He sighed. “I’d like to try, do you think this is going to work out?” He asked her back but she saw doubt in his eyes.

She smiled and nodded. But she knew, forever is never written in their story.
It’s been a long while since the last time i write here.
regina May 2019
I should have known,
This is another game I'm about to lose.

Hold your grip,
Don't let it slip.

You can never win this.
inspired by Amy Winehouse's song, love is a losing game.
having a feeling for someone it's like gambling, you never know how it will turn out
regina Nov 2019
every time she look back over her shoulder,
it's always the ghost of him that follows.
regina Jun 2016
We sat there in silence while shedding our tears.
Heart is not ready for a goodbye.

She fixed her gaze at him,
memorising every line and contour of his face.
Heart is sinking.

She hugged him tight,
buried her face in
the crook of his neck,
inhaling his scent with all might.

For the very last time.
Adieu. I'll miss you
regina Dec 2014
having feelings for you was like,
roses without their thorn.

having feelings for you was like,
closing your eyes to feel but you feel none.

nothing but the pain, nothing but the scars he left.

you heard him whispering,
he whispers,
he whispering goodbye.
a goodbye that you never expected.
regina Dec 2016
How can i fall asleep when all the voices in my head sounds like your laughter.
How can i fall asleep when all images in my mind are pictures of you.
How can i fall asleep when my skin is still longing for your touch, but you are not going to be there any longer to hold me.

"Please stay, don't leave. You are not going anywhere"
My heart is screaming but you are too far away to hear it.

How can i fall in love when the person is not, you
regina Feb 2019
It's not the breakup that hurts.
It's the fact that he is no longer there to fill your days make it hurts.

You are no longer waking up to the sound of him sleeping soundly next to you.

He will not be there to comfort you when you need shoulder to cry on.

You will never feel the touch of his warm arms when he cuddled you close.

His goofy smile faded as he walked out of your room, without turning his head back.

Maybe this is why we said love is an idea.
I loved him, just because he is always there when I need someone to lean on.

Now I have learned,
Sometimes we just want someone in our lives,
Even if it is not the right fit.
i came to realization today.
regina Oct 2018
They used to spent their time at ikea everytime they were together.

She remembered she pointed her finger to one of those couch. She said she wanted to buy that and put it in their room.
She can’t erase the memory of his smile after she said that.

They were too in love, they start to make believe and holding onto “what ifs”

And when they were passing by to one of those garden swings.

He stopped by and grabbed her by the hand.
“One day i will build a garden at the back of our house, i know you love swing. I’ll plant some trees. We can spend our time there. I know you will love it, i will love it too.”

She could hear excitement within his voice.
She nonchalantly hugged him with a big grin plastered on her face.

A year has passed,
She was scrolling through her instagram.
She saw, he bought the swing they always wanted and planted a tree next to it.
With another girl sitting right beside him.
regina Jun 2016
I'd like to think of you as a moon.
It's out of my reach.

But the moon will always shine on me.
And eventhough the sun hide his presence
I know the moon will always be there,
Just like *you
I know i can't talk to him all the time but i know he'll always be there whenever i need him.
regina Feb 2016
She likes it when the weather is cold, while he likes it when it's warm.

She likes her coffee cold, while he likes his coffee hot.

She is cold, and he is warm.

And they said opposite attracts,
Would they stay in each other arms whilst there are so many differences between them?

Would he keep her warm in a cold winter night?

Would she keep him cold in a warm summer day?
someone asked me to make a poem about him. So here it is.
regina May 2015
your love is like Ouija Board,
in the end you got to say goodbye.
why everything good must come to an end,
like our love. it was strong and perfect until the day you said goodbye.
regina Nov 2015
i just want you to want me again,
she sighs.

the beautiful memories start to play inside her mind,
breaking her into million pieces.

i don't want all of these memories anymore,
she mumbles to herself.
regina Nov 2021
Tonight I came to a realization.
That each one of us is broken.
And to portray:
Possibly our life is like an incomplete puzzle.

If we are fortunate, we might find our missing pieces and make us whole.

Till we discover our missing pieces,
We will try to fill the void.
Searching for something that will make us feel less lonely.

Aren't we all lonely?
heh my boyfriend is kinda sad tonight. it inspires me to write
regina Mar 2019
Senyummu, tersimpan manis di benakku.
Tatapmu, terkenang indah di pikiranku.
Gerikmu, terbayang di memoriku.
Tetapi,
Hatikku, kosong tersimpan di ragamu.
Perasaanku, terbawa oleh sosokmu.
Memoriku, hanya kamu.
it's been 10 months and it's always been you
regina Jul 2019
“I think it’s better this way” he whispered against her ear.

She smiled seemingly agree with his words.
“We shouldn’t take a risk in the first place” she muttered.
It always takes two to tango.
SEA
regina May 2016
SEA
My mind is as deep as the sea,
wave after wave they prowled me into the deepest corner of my mind.

The Demons are raging like those tides,
eats away my thoughts,
poisoned me with perpetual negativity.
Drowned me alone in misery.
regina Jun 2019
Rindu ini terlalu besar.
Terkadang memberontak tak tertahan.

Aku berusaha,
aku yakin aku sungguh berusaha.

Tapi, sampai sekarang
Suara tawa itu masih mengalun merdu di telingaku.

Bayangmu mengikuti hariku,
Selalu, tanpa jeda.

Melupakanmu merupakan hal yang rumit.
Memori indah terselubung dibalik kata benci.
regina Apr 2015
he held a pack of cigarette.
took the last one of it.
held it securely,
like it's the only precious thing he got.

i took a glance at him,
wondering.
can i be his last cigarette to hush?
regina May 2015
you told me you want to write thousand sonnet about me,
but even a word you cannot fathom.
regina Jun 2019
Eyes on the ceiling,
Body laying on the bed, pondering.
Mind's on somebody else, picturing.
i've been thinking about you.
regina Jun 2016
We were fine until the world start to involve and choose what is good and bad for us.
Why are we end up like this?
regina Apr 2016
They gazed into each other eyes
He leaned forward and pressed his lips against hers tenderly.
She shutted her eyes tight,
As his warmth mouth leave her body tingled in unspoken bliss.
regina Dec 2014
drown me into your mind,
i want to fall deeper.

hide me inside your heart,
i will be your beating heart to make you feel alive.

sway me to your soul,
cause i yearn to kiss all your pains away.

prowl me to your darkest door,
i promise to shatter all your insecurities.
this is for my best friend, luvana. keep this in your mind. i will always be there for you.
regina Jun 2016
It's funny how a memory works.
And it's funny how my heart still aches every time I think about it.

It was saturday night,
You texted me asking me to meet you because you wanted to talk about us.
I was so anxious about what are we going to be.
I'm afraid you'll say goodbye yet I'm so excited about the thought of us being happily together.
I can't sleep that night thinking about every possibilities I'm going to face tomorrow morning.

sunday morning
You asked me to meet you after lunch.
I found myself very excited and a little nervous before our rendezvous.

It was one in the afternoon,
We sat there inside your car.
My heart beats funnily and my stomach keeps twitching.

You drove your car to a nearby parking lot.
And looked at me groggily after you parked your car.

And you started to talk,
You told me that your parents disapprove our relationship.
You stared into my eyes and I felt a tug in my chest.

I'm on the verge of tears, I remember thinking "how to hold it back?"
You sighed and told me that you are sorry.
And told me not to hate your family and I can put the blame on him.
But how can I hate him when I'm still so deeply in love with him?

I don't know what to say anymore
I don't think we were even speaking in our native language,
We were speaking in tears and nervous grief body language.

I told you not to apologize, and I completely understand
That sometimes, things can't always be the way we want them to be.
I would learn later that fate works in mysterious ways.

I catched myself staring at you, memorizing every detail of your face
Handling myself not to burst into tears.
Your eyes whispered to mine that they understood,
And you pulled me closer to your embrace.
It was warm, that is all I can think about.

You drove me home, and you parked your car before you dropped me off.
You asked me for one last hug before we say goodbye.

I stepped out of your car,
and now I know,
I know that we are only meant to cross each other path yet never going to walk on it together.

— The End —