Wondering why
Breathe
Don't try to waste it
Try not to do anything stupid
but you just can't help it
The sadness is always there
I'm trying to read your mind
Based upon you ****** expressions
Based on the way that you whisper to me
Because you don't talk
You just whisper
I love when you try not to being sad
I love the way you think when you're sad
I know that you're not okay
But that's how depression is
You just can't help it
It covers you
It comes to you
It is not afraid of you
Because it's you
It was always you

Let me be your weakness
Let me be your biggest mistake
Let me be your sensitive nerve
Let me be your weakest bone
Let me be the one who hits you against the floor
Let me be the only one who wants you to die
Let me destroy you
Let me love you
But you just have to accept
That you're me

Feeling empty isn't new
I've been chasing this feeling many times
It drives me crazy
I can't stop counting time
I can't stop counting lies
I can't stop counting lines
I can't stop sighing
I wish you were mine
But it was a pleasure to not being with you
Because disappearing and not being noticed
Can make the difference
Why would I do something like that?
I missed you
I dismissed you
I hate this