I fantasize about you
so often
that when I am with you
it feels like a dream

I have never thanked you,
for the conversations.

I have never thanked you,
for the smile.

I have never thanked you,
for asking me how i'm really doing.

I have never thanked you,
for staying alive.

Thank you,
thank you.

I smoked to fill my lungs
to **** the flowers that grew there
the ones you planted last december

I like
Who I am
When I’m with
Her

And when you left
I overwatered all your flowers

The wind is blowing;
It's cold;
I'm cold;
I'm freezing to death;
I need warmth.