I'm addicted, an addict in the night. A rift, a fault, a weakness,
Something makes me fall. I crack.
So sad to be so intelligent and, yet, to be so stupid.
In the middle of night you say to me, that "it just is." I am blind and I am deaf.
I cannot know what "it is" if I cannot see it, feel it.
It just isn"t...O, love!
I once knew a brilliant young man who put a piece of wood under his chin
And played beautiful music.
I wish that you were him.