My life seems ****** up but it's really not bad.
My heart seems broken, but it's really just sad.

to the one who broke my heart
I should have known
I gave in to you're pathetic lies
now my life has fallen apart.

I hope you're happy with your life
good luck, you're going to need it
I'm ashamed of what you've become
and embarrassed to have ever called you mine

dear self, what's happened to you?
you used to be so strong.
the wear and tear of others words
you now believe to be true.

you'll be okay, I promise.
you can do hard things
day after day it will get easier
just don't look back, regret, or miss.

to the one who gave me life
and to the one who sorta helped
thank you for everything you've done
all alone I could not handle my strife

dear crush...
I'm sorry that you don't exist.
it's a real pity
the idea of you is exciting, but I won't rush.

to the place that's suppose to teach
when will I learn how to live?
I'm unsure of my life
lifting me higher to the goals I may reach.

dear brother, dear sister
I know I am stuck with you
but for what it is worth
I love you for who you are and what you were

to me long ago
don't worry about now
we are doing alright
things do get better, I know

dear first love
when I was blinded, it was beautiful
my eyes eventually opened
you weren't there when my days were tough

I burned all your gifts
deleted all your pictures
but mountains of memories remain
and I'm falling off the cliff

there's not enough words to say
just know one thing
I loved you with my whole heart
and I felt nothing but betrayed

to the new me years from now
I hope you're still doing okay
please tell me that you've healed
maybe danced away the pain somehow

dear friend, my dearest friend
I wish you were not so far away
I love you with my entire being
no matter what may are friendship never end

you have been with me through hell
and helped me stand up again
forever have my heart and soul
you my friend, who knows me so well

to my child who is years away
you make a perfect addition
to our imperfect little family
we have not yet met but I love you anyway

dear person I hate
sorry we don't get along
unsure of who you are
but I guess now it's too late

to the one who has my heart
thank you for being in my life
I wish I could know who you are
and I wish we didn't have to be apart

dear friend who use to be
I'm sorry for everything I did
I wish it hadn't happened
but I hope you will please forgive me

to the people who don't like me
I'm sorry you feel that way
I will not change to please you
because you hate me for things I may not see

dear boyfriend of mine
so sorry you aren't real
maybe I will meet you soon
but while I wait, I'll be fine.

to everyone who has existed in my lifetime
thanks for doing your part
you've shaped my entire being
and made my life sublime

I do not have a ****** heart..
It's been ****** with,
And torn apart..
My heart is a *******,
Getting payed with love-filled lies.
My ****** body isn't yet caught up.
I gave all that was inside of me,
Trying to protect what I was born with,
My cleanliness, my virginity,
My purity..
My ****** body is white, pure, clean.
But my heart is black, broken, dead..
Waiting to be revived.
So please, revive my heart..
But don't take my body..

Most days I wonder what life would be like watching you grow
Yet it is too painful to bear this thought constantly at flow
A gift I could not keep
A precious pearl kept hidden in the deep
I was scared and afraid of what your life would be
If you stayed in my care, oh if only you see
It was my only choice
My only source of voice
I didn't have you through love
I was forced
I was pushed
I was a caged dove
But nothing can comprehend this feeling of guilt
The years of agony and suffering that has been built
If I ever get to see you again
I don't know what I'll say
Praying for your forgiveness
Grows heavier each and everyday
These never ending thoughts overwhelming my mind
Like travelling down a road with no exit signs
I hope you understand
I hope you believe
That I was not able to give you
The life you could of had
I hope you can forgive
A young mother's painful mistake
Just know I always love you
I'm sorry baby boy

I wanted her in the most primitive way
If only she knew what I've wanted to say
I can't shake this feeling when she comes over it's like
I'm an addict, when she's gone I'm sober
My brother doesn't know what hes missing
When his girl and I are in the bathroom kissing it's only
Meant to be
When I hold her hips to mine
And make her laugh, you see
A girls infatuation with other girls is not rare
It happens when bare skin touches bare