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469 · Nov 2019
what if
Random Guy Nov 2019
you're

always on my mind
when I look back on the memories
of us
what ifs

always on my mouth
when I murmur words
to myself
what ifs

always on my fingers
when I type these words
for you
what ifs

always on my eyes
when I read all your poems
for me
what ifs

always will be in my heart
like a permanent vein
carrying blood
reminding me
that you're always be my maybe
449 · Feb 2020
Maeve effect
Random Guy Feb 2020
i never understand this feeling
heavy breathing
can't sleep
can't eat
spacing out too often
wondering
what's next
between Otis and Maeve
or maybe
i'm just still wondering
what could've been
between you and me
and I know its way too late
for us
but I wish it's never the same for them
because they're just on their way to their 3rd season
and we have finished ours
and I don't want to see the same ending
twice
444 · Nov 2019
haiku
Random Guy Nov 2019
don't know where to go
yet i'm here in this journey
haikus are hard, *****
411 · Oct 2019
poste sa daan
Random Guy Oct 2019
nang iwan mo ako
isa lang ang tangi kong natandaan
'yon ay ang poste sa daan

hindi ko natandaan ang 'yong mga titig
ang 'yong mga salita
ang 'yong mga hawak
o ang 'yong tinig

isa lang ang tangi kong natandaan
'yon ay ang poste sa daan

kulay dilaw ang ilaw nito
sakto sa halik n'ya sa labi mo
sakto sa luhang pumapatak sa mga mata ko

kaya hindi ko na natandaan kung paanong titigan mo ako
pagtapos mo s'yang hagkan

at hindi ko na rin matandaan kung paanong ang buka ng bibig mo ay
"patawad"

kaya't hindi ko na rin matandaan kung paanong ang dalawang magkahiwalay na poste sa daan
ay mistulang lugmok sa kalungkutan
dahil sila ang saksi sa pagmamahalang magpapaalam

ilang araw man ang lumipas, o buwan, o taon,
paulit-ulit na sinasaksak ang puso ko
sa tuwing dadaan sa poste sa daan
dahil yun lang ang tangi kong natatandaan
dahil sila ang saksi sa pagmamahalang nagpaalam.
411 · Nov 2019
words
Random Guy Nov 2019
words
are just like
drugs
meant
to heal
or
sometimes
poison us
390 · Nov 2019
alcohol tolerance
Random Guy Nov 2019
there is this guy
that supposed to whisper
in my brain
"hey,pal,
you should definitely stop drinking"
but he's enjoying
watching me
take shots
after shots
until I whisper
in my heart
"hey, pal,
you should definitely stop thinking about her"
but he too
enjoys
watching me
take shots
after shots
after shots
until my brain shuts off for a while
and my heart beats barely
and I know in the morning
she'll be in both no matter what
with a freakin' hangover
347 · Oct 2020
title
Random Guy Oct 2020
mga salitang

ginawang tula
nilapatan ng kanta
isinulat sa mga pahina

at para bang umiikot lamang sila
sa iisang tema
at paksa

na ikaw pa rin pala

at ikaw pa rin pala

kahit na
hindi mo na sila mapakinggan
o mabasa
#Philippines #Filipino #Tagalog #hugot #sakit
305 · Oct 2019
attacks
Random Guy Oct 2019
bombs in my chest
making me hard to breathe
drowning my existence
and burning my feet

gasping for air
I need to scream
but the voice inside my head
is louder than it seems

everything is blurry
but can't closed my eyes
I'm now barely living
as now my heart dies
301 · Mar 2020
the way i do
Random Guy Mar 2020
there's a specific song
that reminds you of someone
of some place
of something that hurts you
made you smile
or even
cry
with every lyric
and every beat
it feels like turning
the hands of time
repeating the same scenes
all over again
under the yellow light
wiping tears in your eyes
facing the impending goodbye
"now I can't go on without you--
I'm not that strong without you--
now look what you've done"
and with that
bringing me back
with so much in my chest
"the way I do..."
"the way i do" is a song performed by marcos hernandez. you should listen to it, it's a good song.
297 · Nov 2019
smile
Random Guy Nov 2019
smile
doesn't mean
happy

sometimes
it means
crying on the inside

happy
doesn't mean
happy anymore

sometimes
it just means
another warm feeling
after crying on the inside
289 · Oct 2019
it's okay
Random Guy Oct 2019
I'm sad
and it's okay
I'm anxious
and it's okay

we need to verbalise
what we really feel
because it's okay

you're broken
and it's okay
you're shattered
and it's okay

you're hurt?
verbalise it
'cause it's okay

we don't need to
pretend for anyone
'cause even though we need others
self-help must come first
285 · Nov 2019
blame
Random Guy Nov 2019
put all the blames
i'm used to it

burning all in flames
of my own doing
282 · Oct 2019
I died thrice yesterday
Random Guy Oct 2019
"i just miss you"

"why don't you wait for me?"

"goodbye"
242 · Nov 2019
anxiety again
Random Guy Nov 2019
anxiety
again

drowning
sweating
gasping
not knowing
what's next

my fault
I know

don't know
what's right anymore

never will be okay
never will be fine

anxiety
again
237 · Nov 2019
storm
Random Guy Nov 2019
I've caused enough storm
I know

a sorry
could not calm it

maybe time

or me hurting all the time
is that what you want
211 · Oct 2019
My Muse
Random Guy Oct 2019
they said
every author has their muse
their wisdom
their pen, if you will
mine
is you
and always be
you
and I am the paper
with our memories written all over me
now
I'm in pieces
because memories hurt
and the ink spilled
over my heart
135 · Jan 2020
budapest
Random Guy Jan 2020
grey skies
busy streets
wish you're here with me

cold nights
warm breaths
all the lights are on in the city

early sunsets
late sunrises
time's a little bit scary

when I'm there at budapest
you're all I've been thinking
baby

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