Sa iyong paglisan,
at pag sama sa kanya
Maraming  katuanungan ang nabuo,
naubo sa aking isipan

Bakit siya,
Bakit hindi nalang ako
Ano bang nakita mo sa kanya,
ano bang nakita mo sa kanya na wala ako

Galing sa pagsayaw,
galing sa pagkanta,
galing sa ano,
sabihin mo

Lahat gagawin ko para sa iyo,
pero kahit anong gawin ko
kaibigan lang talaga ako para sa iyo
at ito'y hindi magbabago

what's more difficult than loving someone you knew could never love you in return?
what's more harder than keeping your feelings inside you for your friendship to sustain?
what's more painful than seeing someone you love, love another person as much as someone loves himself?
what's more farther than the distance between the two of you when you know that someone is only beside you?

how can an individual get through over this if giving up is not an option?
how can an individual stop that kind of feeling when an individual doesn't want to?
how can an individual not feel the pain when it hurts badly inside?
how can an individual escape this restlessness if that's the only thing an individual can do?

why do insecurities running over that individual?
why does someone can't return the love for an individual and left someone's present?
why can't an individual be just as happy as any person in the world?
why does someone can't see an individual through her strengths, love, and even her flaws?

when will an individual be waiting in vain?
when will someone appreciate individual's efforts?
when is the right time for an individual and someone if it exists?
when can an individual forget about every sacrifices she made for someone?

where can an individual find her own through times like this?
where can an individual get her own self-efficacy?
where on Earth will someone meet an individual for just the two of them?
where can an individual hide and cry if the world doesn't conspire her to be with someone?

who will be the involved persons that an individual may encounter during her worst?
who will be there for an individual if someone's already meant for another person?
who can mend an individual's broken heart just in case someone doesn't change his mind?
who should be the one to blame if everything goes wrong and none of you stay kind?

should an individual wait for someone to arrive knowing that someone can't not stay in another person's side?
should an individual have high hopes knowing that another person won't let her someone go to others?
should someone be at least aware of an individual's feelings for her?
should it be the right time for someone to know?

can these questions be answered by someone?
can an individual stop her feelings to have no more trouble?
are you hurting because someone has no answer to these questions?
are you dying because someone can't love an individual?

that's the reality. it hurts.

I can still remember the memories that we share.
Everytime we talk, and I still care.
Even our conversation makes me feel so sad.
Maybe I already love you, even though it's bad.

I used to sleep late,
for my monsters won't let me.
I used to cry myself to sleep,
for my monsters let me.
I used to want to end this all,
for my monsters are dragging me down.

...and I found my Gabrielle in you,
the angel who is guiding me through this.

p.l.n.gr