Pain will never leave me.
It lingers into my skin,
Leaving aches all over my body.
I’ve become fragile and thin.

Some days I’m the sun,
Other days I’m just pure darkness.
There is no way I could outrun,
The feeling of being heartless.

I beg you to stay by my side,
I question your love for me.
I threaten to leave you behind,
Screaming in pain, don’t leave me.

I interrogate my own existence,
Wondering why and how I’m still here.
I woke up with so much resilience,
For once, not a single fear.

That won’t last long,
In a few minutes I’ll be someone new.
I know, there’s something wrong.
But I wish you had a clue.

You are no longer a cure for her wound.
Her heart is fed up with all of this hurt.

Go on and forget her forever,
Step away from her path and disappear.

n.n

Your love was enough for me,
Your kind heart always satisfied me.

The fear walked us through its lovely darkness,
Fear is what killed us.

n.n

I’m not ashamed of being delicate.
I’m soft, sweet and gentle.
Yet I’m so fierce and strong.

What makes me delicate?
The fact that I cannot escape my emotions,
That I’m always looking for warmth.
I’m delicate, yet I love so strongly and deeply.

And that’s what breaks me.

n.n