As the days are late
And time passes by
I stand here by the door
Waiting to catch your eye
A year has passed
A thousand dreams
A realm of kindness
A jealous feat
My eyes flutter
to see you here
As days pass by
without the tears
Time has come
And I want it still
Till the time my heart fulfills
Consumes the love
That was left
Incomplete
All this time
I wait and fear
This time to hold you near
All the time I try and try
Waiting by the door
To catch your eyes!

Hello! I call out,
As I walk on the cold
wet grass,
With bare feet I walk around,
Not scared if I hear a sound,
I turn around,
My eyes in search of something,
Something I'd like to find,
Here and there I sneak around,
in hope of something divine,
No! Something which can catch
my heart,
not that caught my eyes,
Red,blue,yellow or violet,
Maybe white, or black
like an eye of a pirate,
Across the land,
On a beautiful chariot,
my mind goes round
A girl name Hariot,
who's she,
I don't know well,
But I think I've found the smell,
sweet yet cold,
yes it's the ground,
The old ground on which I lay awake,
yet again as the day shoves in,
through the night in an ancient ship,
Yes,no,yes,no,
please don't let it go,
The moon's no longer beaming,
Yes I hear sceaming,
Well,
I've just been dreaming..

What if we saw what reality was?
Would it still be real?
What if we said for our hearts wanted
Would there still be fear?
What if I saw
What you saw
Would you still be near?

Magic,spells,
Witches and wizards,
Broomsticks and moon beam,
Near the moon,
above lake,
I know a land in which,
Is found all of this,
Not my imagination,
Some say idiocracy,
some call me stupid,
Some say am abnormal,
But I call it natural,
for me is what my eyes see,
And it is all the sight you see,
i believe in a different world,
I live in a different world,
Don't think I'm different,
I'm just one of you,
Its just that I've seen enough,
Which the world  had for me to see,
So I wonder about that crazy place,
Just 'cause they accept me the way I am,
I was, I am and I'll always be this way,
A movey little shadow,
Which ought to be seen....

Réchauffez pas plus,
il fait froid,
Jamais si mal,
Jamais vif ..

A day so dead,
How dead,
I cannot explain,
Made me sull,
with no more pride,
Suddenly I felt like,
doing something,
yes,
I lighted a tiny candle,
Oh! What a change came
In my atmosphere,
As it burned,
I felt surprised,
Even better, I smiled,
But sorrow pulled me down again,
Despair all around,
But the flame kept burning,
My heart went none,
My tears spoiled my eye makeup,
My lipstick and my face,
Oh! The pain
Don't get me again,
Leave me for a day,
Or perhaps a night,
Please,
I beg you,
Don't make me cry,
Tears stain my pillow
bright,
No one,
Yes no one understands me,
No one anymore does,
Please,
Let me not lay again awake,
beyond the window my eye sight fails,
I fall on the ground
With a hard thump,
as I imagine the same old sun,
Ah! No,
I think its done,
My pains and fears
Again take run,
forgetting what's good
and was fun,
I wake up again to see the rain,
Showering across the wide plains,
I now see only a dying flame,
But to save it,I came,
It was only the wick that was burning,
Yet it held my life in game,
As it dimmed I held my palm,
Around it,
Not a sound,
As it dimmed
Me amour
It took,
Me along with my painful life..

Sweet sleep,
Oh dear beloved,
Safe keep,
My honor beloved,
Dance free,
Hail to thy loved,
March,stomp,
Run, beloved..
Stand tall,
No better no worse,
Keep calm,
Till the hours are coarse,
Nights haunt,
Days are blunt,
Weather coaxes,
My soul grunts..
Caress me hard,
Let me loose,
And you will fall,
Hold me close,
You'll come around,
See I'll lead you
Out and about,
up and around
Now you've grown,
Not too tall,
Yet you let me,
make you fall,
Not like an angel,
But like a doll,
Frail and senseless,
Numb and null..
May your soul
not rest in peace,
'Cause the light inside's not bleak,
burning candles,
Burning sun,
with all your might,
May your spirit,
Blindingly burn bright!

You are the pencil to my paper,
the only hope of a wager,
You were hard work to my labour
And the only thing that dint need taper,
The music to my lyrics,
The sun to my day,
The heart in my ribs
And blood in my veins,
yes you are the sweetness to my honey,
the flavour in the salt,
the water to my thirst,
the food to a starved,
the sparkle in my eyes,
The writer of my laws,
the colour to my painting,
and the blade to my saw,
The sourness of lemons,
the birterness of caffeine,
The air to my breath
And the soul to my body,
You are the poem to a poet
And life to me..

Sometimes lies sound like truths,
We often wear a mask that doesn't suit,
Always listening to others about my work,
Leading my future from bright to dark,
I had to leave all my dreams behind,
Searching for a peice of treasure I can't find,
To seek something from morality and justice,
In search of my dreams through love and peace..

I would rather draw awkwardly
than have a sleep without dreams..

Vérité ..
Un peu de charme,
A pas de mal.
C'est l'amour
ça fait mal comme une bombe ..

Truth ..
A little charm,
Is no harm.
It's the love
that hurts like a bomb ..

hear the trumpets,
Hear the bells,
Hear the drums,
Calling hell,
Feel the tears,
Feel the pain,
Feel the efforts,
Going vain,
Hear the shouts,
Here the kingdom,
Turn to dust,
Hear the rhythm,
With the old rust..
blooded land,
****** hands,
Blood river,
Running down the plains,
Skins bruised
Skins torn,
Bones broken,
Crushed marks..
No old,
No poor,
No young,
No riches,
Hear all tremble,
Go down again,
Violent rhythms,
Ring on again..
Don't anyone see the black?
Don't anyone see the unseen?
Don't anyone call
To stop this war?
Stop the stinging,
Stop the  blind,
Stop the virulence,
Don't you hear them cry?
Go go hide yourself,
'Coz you have no shame,
hear the dead hearts still beating,
Stop the rhythm from playing,
Hear the cut hands still clapping at your  foolishness,
You may have won the war,
But we have ended it,
It's your scream that gave me my victory..

my
thoughts
fathom
into
a
thousand
stars
like
salt
scattered
across
the
universe..
beyond
the
sun
my
soul
lies
across
the
ocean
my
h­eart..

You *** **!
Ya man, no!
you took my heart,
You played,
you worked,
you didn't see,
What happened,
You made a story,
But you came through,
you tell me you ain't like my father,
Who left me,
Just for money,
Said he found a honey,
At a corner,
said he found a new home there,
Where?
On a long day,
At the bar,
on a sunday,
Nay, on a monday,
si, si, yea sure,
how could i forget that,
You a nut,
you a ****,
i called out when I saw yea,
you sleeping with a ***,
yo! You ditched me,
no you missed me,
missed me as in missed the chance,
to have me,
to love me,
and being loved,by me,
Yes you hurt me,
you broke me,
but I ain't gonna break free,
you taught me,
to live, si,
si, you the one to make me,
Make me feel sorry,
make,me feel satisfied,
You, you were doomed much before,
you yea..
you...

Leave the pepsi,
Hold my hand,
feeling a bit tipsy,
Walk me through the sands.
Walk with me,
all night if you can,
Let's share a lifetime,
Moving fast.
But slow down,
We've got to handle with
Care atlast,
See the candles,
burning bright those Roman ones,
By the night sky up high.
Stars glittering,
Moons shining,
Don't know if I'm speaking right,
Haha but whatever it is,
Your love or the ***,
I'm feeling alright.
Yes you make me high,
Higher than any alcohol can,
No *** no wine
or a whiskey can,
Haha I really don't know
Where I'm at,
Where ever I am,
I know that,
I'm with you
Through the night,
Even a lifetime
If only I can,
I'd like to be drunk,
for the rest of my life,
And
I think I'll be alright
If I've got you by my side!

Dark atmosphere all around,
Fingers tremble as I touch the ground,
Head bent forward,
Knees sunken deep,
Under the bed of sound sleep,
Can't sleep,
Or won't sleep,
'Cause I know there's something bleak,
Across the pillows,
I see shadows more,
To my surprise there were even more,
Up went my fears
and down, my strength,
To help there was only a chair,
With cushions,
And someone sitting there,
someone,something,
'Cause I couldn't see,
My eyes were red
And my heart went weak,
Up above sat the soul of the devil,
And I couldn't contol the rebel,
Fables heard,
stories listened,
but this what you're reading
Might be scary,
'Cause my spirit went dead,
As I lay on my bed,
Yes it's true,
I was Possesed..

Hold your head high,princess,
Or else, the crown falls..

Yes this one's new,
Yea this one's in lieu
Of my old self,
Oh! I lost it yet again,
It was on the shelf,
Where I kept my keg,
Not a macabre,
I would say,
Though it's pockmarked,
In various ways,
Not exactly covered with taffeta,
But I too am no less,
In being a tactician,
to find my way,
Through the seasons,
But I won't say,
I regret loosing it,
For it was stolen by some,
real risk,
But to be precise,
I would say,
She's the one who had her way,
She's the one who had me said,
Yes you stole my heart,
yes you did,
It started beating,
The moment it,
Saw you,
Felt you,
touched you,
and,
You being shameless,
just went away,
left me wondering
As I lay,
Yes she did steal my heart,
From me,
After all,
It's a She for Me.

ever thine,
ever mine,
ever ours..

The only people for me are the mad ones,
The ones who are mad to live,
mad to talk,
mad to be saved,
Desirous of everything at the same time,
The ones who never yawn
or say a common place thing,
but burn,burn,burn
like fabulous yellow roman candles,
exploding like spiders across the stars...
                                           -Jack Kerouak

Do you know why you have gaps between your fingers?
     Many will say..
             "God made us that way,"
Let me tell you the truth,
             It's for that special someone,
              Who will fill the gaps,
           Who will hold you close,
              And,
            Who will promise to protect you,
               F o r e v e r   and   A l w a y s..

no matter how stong you are,
Or you act,
There will always be a time,
When you'll think and say,
"When did I become such a
fragile
little
broken
thing? "

God made you.
Respect that.
Some die even before they are born,
even before they get to see the light
Which makes every person survive..

When hurt fills your heart,
know that someone is always there for you,
Somewhere,Someday,
Who will fill your heart with love,
Love which someone once made you forget..

I took a deep breath, and fell right onto my pillow
I said to myself, "People leave, that's what they do."

I breathed deeply, almost panting because of the anxiety creeping on to me.
Abuse, betrayal all of it flashed in front of my eyes.

I breathed deeply, in and out, as the world stood still, right in front of me.

I breathed deeper, consoled myself, things will be fine if not better, this isn't the end.

I breathed deeply, this time holding my chest, as if trying to tell it that all was well.

I breathed deeper, while a tear flowed down my left cheek, it's alright, it's just a difficult week.

I took five more breaths, before telling myself this, "it's okay, and that people leave."

My heart almost spiralled into confusion.

Blaming myself, and then not.

People leave, that's how it's been all these years, it's like my head was in a knot.

I've been bothered by this approach people have in life, "live and forget" as if there's nothing else in sight.

In moments like these, when I can't breathe any further,
I write, and feel,
Because I know,
I'll never be like the others.

"When a Writer falls in love with you,
You can Never Die...."

I've dreamed of dreams,
Sleeping through the nights,
Through the forest of darkness
No one in sight,
I relate my dreams to reality
Oonce I wake up the veil drops,
And I can't figure out what is what
Am I living in my fantasy
Or is all of this real
What I want to do and
What I'm forced to do
Surreal,
Living in a world of someone else
Do you feel like someone else?
Walk the road someone else was meant to
Breathe the air which belonged to someone else
Wish I could dream lucidly
Vividly
Twirling down the rabbit's hole
Be someone I want to be
In a world where money,
matters most
All these cruel people around me
Fail to understand what I want to be
I see this dream
And I dream about it
The person I am
And someone I'll never be.