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Niveda Nahta Nov 2012
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All the love you gave me..
Was it all a lie?
cause before hearing the answer "yes ",
Id rather die..
All the years spent together,
Tell me, did it mean nothing?
All the days of love, wherever,
For I'm still waiting,
Each day now I,
Keep on thinking,
Was it you or just I, lagging
Behind, hanging low,
Far off where your love was,
Wish I could be the one,
You always dreamt of...
But me,
I still gave you affection,
Baby I was born to make mistakes,
Not to fake Perfection,
After all these years, i still think,
Was it you or was it I,
For me it is still at halt,
After all the time did pass by,
Now, I lay here surprised, still agonised,
Still remember the final day,
When you left me paralyzed,
Not by body
But by heart,
It stopped beating once we were apart...

I dont know about you,
Saw you laughing down the road..
Seemed so real but not true,
Heard you saying..
you moved on
Well so fast?  Dint know you were so strong!

Or tell me you dint love me actually,
Or even maybe like me,
Why did then you play my heart?
couldn't you even see?
i gave you all but no pain,
But you went on hurting me..
For all the things.. you did to me all through,
You'll have to pay the price,
Oneday, of the tears I cried for you......
©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Flowers of joy grow,
       Where painful tears of clouds fall..
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Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
It's my last day home,
Feeling I've lost all...
But I tell myself,
"Keep calm,
have faith
And believe in hope..
Just what I told my self..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2016
Dear FutureMe,
I hope you are happy. Your mom is still with you and Anuj, well I hope he's with you as well. I hope you're ready to go sailing with your Sailor. I hope you were successful in all that you did even though you had some bad times and tired ones too. I hope you worked hard enough so as to make your mom's new school prosper in all ways. I hope you're still in love with coffee and him. I hope you have more confidence in you and still like wearing all that you love to wear. I hope you tried loosing the pooch ahaha well if you did have the time to do that. I hope after seeing this you'd be a little more happier if you already are and a little more hopeful if you're sad. And even if you're not following your dreams I hope you've made new ones and prospering in that too! I hope you still love yourself as much as you do now. Be strong you!
Posted:2016
To be read again after 4years!!

Update: 2020
I've lost people in life for good, still struggling yet I know I'll keep loving myself even more. Strange how life changes with time.
Niveda Nahta Dec 2013
My charming heaven,
a basket of mess,
A casket of happiness,
Made me overwhelmed,
A peaceful sleep
A dire rest,
A day one
Hardly could regret,
A night one
Would surely redress,
Never forgotten,
Such unrest,
Clinging smoke
Daring darkness,
lonesome stress
In my little sun-dress,
No,I'm not a baby!
A grown woman,
Not even a lady!
But somewhere in 30's
My desire
could not be suppressed
Of being alone
in my loneliness,
In screaming silence
Shouting noise,
I really need to
run away tonight,
beyond the moon
Beyond this sunset,
a safe night
Gaga might,
Dream and let me dream tonight,
come with me with all
your light,
Between the stars,
In the sparkling night,
You,me
Myself and I
Don't you have a child inside you too ?? :)
©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Mar 2013
They call me a canker,
they say I'm deceptive,
with an absinthe in my hand,
They call me a cahoot,
Abandoned in an abattoir,
They made me a psychopath,
They hurt me and beat me,
With all they had,
I said I am what I am,
They say am possesed,
With black magic,perhaps,
or maybe just a dark spirit,
So collapsed,
They say I look daunting,
Someone who's flummoxed,
Someone who's forlorn,
And a little hoodlum,
but i simply can't make them understand,
I am a labyrinth,
Full of difficult,
passages and paths,
Through which finding out is complicated,
I've had macabres,
which i handled by machetes,
The madder i got,
The smarter they,fed it,
With heaves of sickness,
they got me misspelt,
They didn't know that,
I, a psychopath,
was "okay" in my own way,
they mistreated me,
Misplaced me,
Misunderstood me,
Underestimated me,**
Look! I've come up!
still they were they,
They didn't stop,
So I cut them,
And beat them,
And scared their crap out!
Hit me with a dagger,
Hit me with a knife,
I'LL STILL BE ME,
EVEN IN MY NEXT LIFE.
This poem is a cry of some people, who are treated, in different casts, religions maybe societies,I don't know,
but are taken in the shadows for maybe being LGBT or just what they want to be....mixed emotions are the only emotions they've got....
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Hold your head high,princess,
Or else, the crown falls..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
A person asked me,
"Do you believe God exists? "
I asked,"What does God mean?"
He said, "Creator"
I said,
"Yes my mother created me,
therefore God exists.."
art
Niveda Nahta Feb 2015
art
nothing is devoid of Art.
the stars,
the constellations,
the sky,
the Earth..
all are aspects of Art,
the result of creativity..
just something that Nandalal Bose (writer) inspired me to believe in.. :D
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Listen to yourself,
listen how you roar,
like thundering winds,
Hurricanes galore,
The choppy sea,
The rough road,
An entanglement
Of intricacy,
A stairwell of
Pain
And gain,
Lessons learnt,
A head of pride,
Heart of gold,
Priceless ruby red eyes
never showing off,
Roses sit on your lips,
Honour you with
Their colour,
As you stomp,
Fight
And roar
to the sound,
Of your brave heart!
©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Apr 2015
Did not know who you were
Your name or your birthday
Voice of yours was all i heard
We dint even spend a day
Three hours of chatting
Two hours of play
One hour of clarity
And another hour of day,
Lips smelling like cigarettes 
Body so husky and light
In an aura of musk
Bodies touching like night 
Stars kissing the sky
I heard your voice
You felt mine
I touched your heart
You blew my mind
We saw light coming in
Through the curtains
It was night yesterday
Today everything's uncertain
Maybe it was new
So it attracted me
Maybe it was me
That attracted you
Like a cannibal
We ate up our sorrows
Into a shadow of lustre
And no tomorrow
What happened this time
I cheated perhaps
It was one time thing
Its time to relax
Maybe I forgot how much someone loves me
Maybe it was infatuation that caught me
Love or lust
It no longer matters
As my thoughts include 
You as all that matters
Lust for you
Maybe love for me
But these 6 hours were
Enough for me
One night of regret
One day of lust
One time of sorrow
One game of mistrust
Maybe I am sorry
Maybe it was meant
A six day love story 
That never came to an end..
yes I regret it..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
A day so dead,
How dead,
I cannot explain,
Made me sull,
with no more pride,
Suddenly I felt like,
doing something,
yes,
I lighted a tiny candle,
Oh! What a change came
In my atmosphere,
As it burned,
I felt surprised,
Even better, I smiled,
But sorrow pulled me down again,
Despair all around,
But the flame kept burning,
My heart went none,
My tears spoiled my eye makeup,
My lipstick and my face,
Oh! The pain
Don't get me again,
Leave me for a day,
Or perhaps a night,
Please,
I beg you,
Don't make me cry,
Tears stain my pillow
bright,
No one,
Yes no one understands me,
No one anymore does,
Please,
Let me not lay again awake,
beyond the window my eye sight fails,
I fall on the ground
With a hard thump,
as I imagine the same old sun,
Ah! No,
I think its done,
My pains and fears
Again take run,
forgetting what's good
and was fun,
I wake up again to see the rain,
Showering across the wide plains,
I now see only a dying flame,
But to save it,I came,
It was only the wick that was burning,
Yet it held my life in game,
As it dimmed I held my palm,
Around it,
Not a sound,
As it dimmed
Me amour
It took,
Me along with my painful life..
Please replace the last two lines by..
"It took along,
Me,my life and my beautiful song.."
I'm not being able to edit it so...consider..:)
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The three way bribe for a body to fail,
A three way trial for a body to face,
The three path road for a body to take,
A three branch tree for a person to see..

Attraction..
The ever more flirtation...
The urge, the want
Which makes,
Temptation,
The pull, the push,
the harsh, the soft,
That makes the body surrender,
The work of seduction..
taking out frustration..

the only ways to make a blender,
Mix and match till you can render,
The three way art,
Of making a selection.........
Niveda Nahta Mar 2016
can you see what you have done to me?
can't you see you got my head in a whirl?
my heart in a twist and
my tongue in wish,
a wish of being with you always,
you can travel afar,
but travel with me,
over the oceans
and over the seas
I'll hold on to you
if you hold on to me
can't you see what you've done to me?
to my Mr.Sailor..love you always...
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Chocolate,chocolate,oh!
My favourite,
Dark,milky,
White and silky,
Tasty,bitter,
Sweet and delicious,
Amazing and fabulous,
Filled with caramel,
Sometimes fruits,
Sometimes nuts,
And sometimes crackles,
Eat,eat and eat,
Till you fill,
Till you all get tired of it!
Oh,wait!
With chocolate,
Ohoh no..
I could eat it whenever I want...
Niveda Nahta Jan 2015
{English}
love that binds us,
truly pure,
love holds us together,
even though blind,
in love you will see all,
but hear none other..
{French}
l'amour qui nous lie,
vraiment pur,
l'amour qui
nous unit,
même si aveugle,
dans l'amour, vous
verrez tout,
mais entendre rien d'autre..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Her, oh, her,
She shines so bright
In her black gown
with a silver line,

Not frabjous, flambuoyance,
Just simply loyal,
No glitter sprinkled,
No heavy fire,

No makeup,
No blush,
just simply loyal,

White, pale, silver, blue,
Yellow,
Seems so bright even more,

I want to stare at her,
In her dark eyes,
At her dark dress,
With too much depth,

Once I stare, my life, let go.
All along with her beauty galore,
Not frabjous, flambuoyance,
Just simply loyal,
The moon and her,
And my dark desire......
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
In times of need,
You, yourself can help yourself,
but when others need you,
I know you get confused,
is she right,or wrong,
Or plain yet bitterly cheating,
Or are you the reason
Of her soft moarns,
Or her hard feelings,
Of her blind trust,
Or there's something inside you
That keeps beating..
That makes her want you,
e  v  e  n   m o r e. . . .
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The text book asked me,
What I am gonna do today,
I said I don't know,
Its only Friday,
My text book asked me,
What the hell do you do with your diary,
I said its my personal life,come on quit it!
The next thing on my text book 's mind,
Was how was I writting,
The weird but good,
A tipsy handwriting,
I know I know,
its just the way normal people write,
How would you know it?
My text book asked me,what's on my mind,
i said, you're no facebook,
So tell you am alive!
My text book my text book,
I prayed all night,
please go out,right out of my mind,
please you disturb Me,
with all the confessions you have,
Please cover me with a pink paper,
I think that's all right!
Dude, your a book not more than that!
so stop asking me to study,
I'll really be glad!
Stop stop talking!
Stop ordering things,
Your just a paper back,
Lets see you in a dustbin!
Weird but its true for all!!!!
Niveda Nahta Mar 2016
these days we drift apart,
more often than we know it,
these days, those days are gone,
it's no longer buds and roses.
these days, days feel longer than the are,
these days we are no longer where we were,
these days we no longer hold hands,
these days we no longer hold stance.
these days we are more sad than we appear,
these days time stops and more tears,
these days we pray to be together,not,
these days we simply drift apart..
nothing much...
Niveda Nahta Apr 2013
Crack,cocain,
****,heroine,
****,LSD,
Don't know what am saying,
Is it my depression,
Or a confession,
Or just a symptom of effusion,
Its my abrasion,
Yes it hurts,
It hurts my body,
It hurts my soul,
but doesn't feel sorry,
these, these filthy little stuff are,
What makes my living possible,*

  Are what makes me controlable,    tell me a way to run from them,     to make them leave me,                 I used to have a life,                 before I went stupid..                       Before i went mad,                          no one to talk to, they were my only friends,             the one i could depend,             even in my darkest days...
Niveda Nahta Jan 2015
My feelings are
like leaves on
the tree of life,
my life,
filled with
colours of momentum
and  of placidity...
Just something..
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
The only people for me are the mad ones,
The ones who are mad to live,
mad to talk,
mad to be saved,
Desirous of everything at the same time,
The ones who never yawn
or say a common place thing,
but burn,burn,burn
like fabulous yellow roman candles,
exploding like spiders across the stars...
                                           -Jack Kerouak
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
I might not have air,
But still I'm cold,
I might not have fire,
But still very warm,
With and without the blanket of your arms..
Niveda Nahta Jun 2016
Times of happiness,
Times like this when everything seems perfectly fine yet imperfect..
When time passes by in an instant and no one knows what might happen next…
We forget all our obsessions, tensions, problems, fears, nonsense
And focus on time...time alone which has no absolute pathway…
No course of action or reaction…
Only a measure of never or forever…
There could be a million alternatives that could take place but…
It’s you and me…
Together.
Among all the possibilities of occurrences,
The choice of the universe accounts to this…
The perfect placement of two bodies of matter,
In this chaotic yet constant time…
You chose me.
And I chose you.
Subconscious and consciously
In this place of uncertainties
There might or might not be someone watching over, controlling us like puppets
Or there might be more to it than we know it,
Or I might not know, if not for the nick of time that happened to cross my destiny,
Destiny…
Was it?
Or was it time?
Or some power wanting to lead us here,
Or was it already written, in the stars?
So many questions but the answer one needs is if we exist at all…
Do we?
Or are we just a figment of someone’s imagination?
Are we dreaming?
Awake and thinking?
Well all I can occasionally agree on is the fact that there was a want…
A want of wanting everything to happen…
The dreams we saw when we were small…
Are we both living it?
Or the thoughts you had…the imaginations…
Are we living it all unknowingly?
Maybe yes? Who knows?
This want that keeps on arising for the want of more want…
Everything wanting to happen at the same time…
The right time, and the right place.
Mornings changing into evenings and then nights
For want of rest,
Books increasing in number
For want of knowledge,
Souls colliding with each other
for want of escape..
Escaping this light of nothingness…
A place familiarly known as world.
We came, we met, we lived, we died…
All in the same place where we
in fact met to be together…
For want of continuity and want of ?
Even I do not know,
I am but a helpless being of matter and my body turns to dust…
But not so ordinary either…
as my existence and my soul does not cease to exist in this world…
I may be a mere mortal…
But when we met…
The universe wanted it,
Destiny wanted it,
You wanted it,
Our souls wanted it,
But our minds…
little did they know of this magic…

That revives dead senses and unknown feelings…
Which has led us into this pathway of love…
A mere flick of brain cells that prevent us to repel each other in all possible ways…
I love you...
You are my eternity..
This is inspired by Stephan Hawking's works and well its something I wrote for my Sailor and told him to read it after he's on ship..
memories..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
You *** **!
Ya man, no!
you took my heart,
You played,
you worked,
you didn't see,
What happened,
You made a story,
But you came through,
you tell me you ain't like my father,
Who left me,
Just for money,
Said he found a honey,
At a corner,
said he found a new home there,
Where?
On a long day,
At the bar,
on a sunday,
Nay, on a monday,
si, si, yea sure,
how could i forget that,
You a nut,
you a ****,
i called out when I saw yea,
you sleeping with a ***,
yo! You ditched me,
no you missed me,
missed me as in missed the chance,
to have me,
to love me,
and being loved,by me,
Yes you hurt me,
you broke me,
but I ain't gonna break free,
you taught me,
to live, si,
si, you the one to make me,
Make me feel sorry,
make,me feel satisfied,
You, you were doomed much before,
you yea..
you...
No offence, just a way to express my anger..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Her eyes,
Oh, what can I say,
Like diamonds, like stars,
Full of life and sway,
Like a golden stream,
With glisning water,
Like little raindrops that scatter,
Those lines inside your eyes,
Don't know the scientific reason for them,
I just know,they were made to represent,
Nothing but yourself,
And myself in them

Her eyes make me go crazy!
makes me jump and touch the sky!
please,if being in love with you makes me psyco,
Then be that,I don't care!

Her eyes,oh,
Her eyes,
Can't describe,
Or put in words,
How mad,
How mental,
They do make me well!

But seeing tears in those eyes,
Are not as good as watching those on roses,
'Cause the rain's not the reason,
That makes her smile,
But just a slight sight of ,
Me, you and I....

Your eyes,
oh,those sparkling things,
Could never be demised,
'Cause those eyes,
yes those little things,
Are those,
Who make me smile,,,,......
Strong yet "simply love" filled.....
Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
I lost the poem I was going to post,
life seems meaningless..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
ever thine,
ever mine,
ever ours..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
twinkle twinkle little star,
I want to hit you with a car,
Throw you off a tree so high,
hope you break your neck and die! :D
Just something...:D
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Réchauffez pas plus,
il fait froid,
Jamais si mal,
Jamais vif ..
©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Oct 2017
As the days are late
And time passes by
I stand here by the door
Waiting to catch your eye
A year has passed
A thousand dreams
A realm of kindness
A jealous feat
My eyes flutter
to see you here
As days pass by
without the tears
Time has come
And I want it still
Till the time my heart fulfills
Consumes the love
That was left
Incomplete
All this time
I wait and fear
This time to hold you near
All the time I try and try
Waiting by the door
To catch your eyes!
The wait is over he'll be here soon.. My wait is complete and so am I!!
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
I cried for you,
Yes i cried for you,
When you left me at the staircase,
Below the sky, blue,
when you left me down with torn tears,
With a torn dress and torn shoes..

Oh, I cried for you,
yes I cried for you,
when I remembered what you said last night,
How you left me unmoved,
how you threw my things around,
How you broke my glasses,
When you heard me saying,
When you got me nauseauous..

I cried for you,
Yes, I did cry for you,
seeing you leaving my doorstep,
Seeing you standing outside my window,
I cried I cried till I lost my breath,
Till you choked and choked me till death..
Finally I saw the pain in your eyes,
You too cried seeing me,
Watching me no longer smile,
I had my pills,
They no longer worked,
To bring me out of mayhem,
To make this work,
Atlast i remembered I told you,
Id die..

Fo r your love, for that time,
But then i saw its nothing,
what you felt,
For the love instead of me,
was already dead,

But then i no longer
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
But then i no longer cried,
For the pain inside me had died,
I lay there paralyzed,
Already demised..

But you didn't stop,
Even after seeing me dead,

Now no longer did I ever cry for you,
When you left me on the staircase,
Below the sky, blue,
Forgetting each and everything,
I ever did for you....
Niveda Nahta Sep 2015
sometimes I want to die.
I want to die to see if anyone
would care
would remember me
for what I was,
what I did,
not for what they knew
about me,
I know my mother would,
but would you?
a question in question..hmm..
Niveda Nahta Jan 2020
I've dreamed of dreams,
Sleeping through the nights,
Through the forest of darkness
No one in sight,
I relate my dreams to reality
Oonce I wake up the veil drops,
And I can't figure out what is what
Am I living in my fantasy
Or is all of this real
What I want to do and
What I'm forced to do
Surreal,
Living in a world of someone else
Do you feel like someone else?
Walk the road someone else was meant to
Breathe the air which belonged to someone else
Wish I could dream lucidly
Vividly
Twirling down the rabbit's hole
Be someone I want to be
In a world where money,
matters most
All these cruel people around me
Fail to understand what I want to be
I see this dream
And I dream about it
The person I am
And someone I'll never be.
I've always expressed what I feel like in life, I had stopped but whenever I feel like it I write my thoughts down. I use simple words because I am as common as it gets, trying to related with someone who can relate.
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Alone in my dark room,
Just when the candles go off,
I feel those eyes gleaming at me,
I feel your presence all around me..
If you really think about it and feel it..it might even turn out to be twistingly spooky..:)
                                       ©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Magic,spells,
Witches and wizards,
Broomsticks and moon beam,
Near the moon,
above lake,
I know a land in which,
Is found all of this,
Not my imagination,
Some say idiocracy,
some call me stupid,
Some say am abnormal,
But I call it natural,
for me is what my eyes see,
And it is all the sight you see,
i believe in a different world,
I live in a different world,
Don't think I'm different,
I'm just one of you,
Its just that I've seen enough,
Which the world  had for me to see,
So I wonder about that crazy place,
Just 'cause they accept me the way I am,
I was, I am and I'll always be this way,
A movey little shadow,
Which ought to be seen....
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
The sweet lips,
The tingy smile,
The tiny eyes,
the fair skin...
Not a baby.. but my baby..
Hard to understand..
her presence so beautiful,
Her absence so hurtful,
Her air so soothing,
Her words so moving,
Her talk so strange,
Only a few can get it..
Her speach so wonderous,
Her grip so tight,
She makes me go crazy,
She makes me go insane...
She makes me mad,
But bear no pain,
Her kiss, a weapon,
Her hug, no less..
Her warmth,
her feel,
Her skin,
Her heels,
Her fingers,
her toes,
Her touch
her, she,
irresistable,
come to me,
come to me now,
i think...
she's every where,
she's on my mind,
she's in my soul,
she's always around me,
no matter how far,
Still the distance makes me irritated,
frustrated infuriated..
waiting..
longing...
sobbing..
don't know what...
but she..
she's the one...
she's my heart,
she..
Her..
whatever you say..
but yes she...
her...
A SHE.
Niveda Nahta Feb 2013
Yes this one's new,
Yea this one's in lieu
Of my old self,
Oh! I lost it yet again,
It was on the shelf,
Where I kept my keg,
Not a macabre,
I would say,
Though it's pockmarked,
In various ways,
Not exactly covered with taffeta,
But I too am no less,
In being a tactician,
to find my way,
Through the seasons,
But I won't say,
I regret loosing it,
For it was stolen by some,
real risk,
But to be precise,
I would say,
She's the one who had her way,
She's the one who had me said,
Yes you stole my heart,
yes you did,
It started beating,
The moment it,
Saw you,
Felt you,
touched you,
and,
You being shameless,
just went away,
left me wondering
As I lay,
Yes she did steal my heart,
From me,
After all,
It's a She for Me.
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Do you know why you have gaps between your fingers?
     Many will say..
             "God made us that way,"
Let me tell you the truth,
             It's for that special someone,
              Who will fill the gaps,
           Who will hold you close,
              And,
            Who will promise to protect you,
               F o r e v e r   and   A l w a y s..
Niveda Nahta Dec 2013
bumble fumble,
off the tree,
crumble shatter,
become free,
respectfully.
©NivedaAmber
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Niveda Nahta Oct 2013
When hurt fills your heart,
know that someone is always there for you,
Somewhere,Someday,
Who will fill your heart with love,
Love which someone once made you forget..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Oh! What a wonderful friend,
Ever so kind and ever so blessed,
You are the one I'm really proud to befriend!!
Don't mind if I took your name..pleasseee :p :D
You know who its for =D
Niveda Nahta Dec 2012
Ti voglio
Ti amo
Te amo
Ich liebe dich
Ti queiro
I love u.......
All languages have the same meaning...
But the difference is....
how much each of the letters matter to you......
Niveda Nahta Jan 2015
I
live
the
poetry
that
I
cannot
write..
It is pretty hard to interpret day to day life in such a short statement..but here it is..! #life #short #simplicity
Niveda Nahta Aug 2015
Sailor,
I never met a man of your valor,
You held my hand through everything
Even though its only been a month..
I love you and appreciate everything you do,
In a month I found someone
Worth persuading
So much as to,
you were so captivating
I don't care about your past
But I do care about your future
And I hope you will remember
to include me in it!
And I want it to be good
And I want us to be travelers,
And wanderers,
But a thing to remember would be that
We will always be home to see each other..
And I want you to know that I will not make promises that I cannot keep but
do things for you that you will not regret...
so I want you to be with me in everything and always..
I love you and these are not just words and I want you to be happy as much as I want to be happy in life..
So smile and I'll smile and make your day like you make mine..
Longing in anticipation,
Your Mermaid..
yes,I love a sailor, and yes I write letters to him! :D ❤
Niveda Nahta Aug 2015
Sailor,
And my heart still remains
In the unknown depths of the ocean
Deep within the treasures of the sailors
Burried fathoms deep
Sunk with the weight of the past pain
Come on sailor help me please
Help me loosen it from all the coral
And see me swim all over the ocean
Explore the seas with my emotions
And
I'll take you with me
Dont worry about that
For I only said
To free my heart
I didn't tell you to give it back to me..
your Mermaid..
another letter to my sailor.. :)
Niveda Nahta Aug 2015
Sailor,
You asked me what a promise means to me..
Maybe it means that I have seen and heard people break a lot of promises
and maybe this time
I do not expect that to happen..
And
That I've had enough of ******* in life
And maybe its time everything bad came to an end
And maybe
Its time I got something good out of life
And maybe that good is the result
Of having you in my life
And
I might not be mature enough
Or old enough
To maybe understand the meaning of
maintaining a relationship long enough
And I might be too young
To know
I love you so,
And u love me.
And too young
That everyone might think
My heart might flutter around a bit,
But what everyone does not know
Is that my heart has made a home,
And as it always is
You always feel,
Peace when u come back home..
And the distress my soul would feel
Without peace
Would be immeasurable
So I made a promise to myself to always be peaceful,
AND that would only
BE possible if i came back home..
YOU are my home sailor..
Forever longing,
Your Mermaid..
today I told him to come back home..
Niveda Nahta Nov 2013
Love is an illness,
         Which can only be cured
                                 by and with love..
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