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 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
You are a star:
Shining bright in the darkness;

You are a star:
Your brilliance astounds me;

You are a star:
In this pitch-black room, you light me up;

You are a star:
*Out of my reach.
I bet you'd hate that I used a star as your meraphor

But you wouldn't know that. You would never.

Sorry I just had to get it out.
 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
Composure
 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
I'm sorry:
To the words I don't give justice to;
To the words painted meaningful

*But end up lackluster.
Not meant to appease anything or anyone
 Apr 2018 Mims
Benjamin
Sunsick
 Apr 2018 Mims
Benjamin
Sun sick, drinking
Gatorade, and
washing down
a sleeping aid;
a Dramamine for
dizzy dreams, and
vitamins with
herbal tea.

God forgot you
long ago,
and He will miss
your funeral;
He’s working
nine to five these days
at just above
the minimum wage.

The panic starts.
Your life will end—
you never saw
the pyramids,
or stood below
a waterfall,
(the movies made that
look so cool).

You had a kid, though,
raised her right;
she made you laugh
on chemo-nights—
and she’s a mirror
of her dad,
(but she’s always
had your laugh).

There is nothing
to be learned,
the end must come
for all of us;
but you feel strong
despite your fear—

and you could live
another year.
 Apr 2018 Mims
Destiny annalia
Curly hair that tangles within my finger tips

Glasses that magnify into my eyes, seeking my soul as you bite my lip

Hands that not only play the guitar, but grip my hips and never let me go far

Arms that wrap me up and tie me down

You cover my mouth so I don’t make a sound

You used to hold me through the night

Now its like the floor is falling and i'm losing my sight

I lost you and now I’ve lost everything

You are my heart my soul, my saving grace

Our hearts are magnets, but with same poles

Like metal umbrellas mixed with lightening bolts
 Apr 2018 Mims
Mary-Eliz
Out of Sync
 Apr 2018 Mims
Mary-Eliz
does my bipolarity
strange-sounding word

does it affect my poetry?

sometimes my poems
are
a bit absurd

one up and cheery
next solemn and dreary
one bouncy and bubbly
another quite ugly

That's just who I am
I'm up, then I'm down
can't help what I'm feeling
can't help a melt down

but I get back on track
a new day
a smile and sunshine
can bring me back

though on meds
to keep me in tow
I still have highs
I still have lows

we all do, I think
sometimes we're not the best "us"

sometimes we're just out of sync
...or maybe the other way round
the world's out of sync
with us
 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
pointless
 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
In the sea I dived in,
I feel so little;
Compared to the other fish,
Grand, and loved:
I stand in a position far from them.
The currents wash me out;
I swim a death wish.
I mistook the ocean for a sea.
 Apr 2018 Mims
woolgather
And so I might've said
Goodbye a million times,

And so I might've sighed
And given up more than once.

And so I might've typed a lot,
Words that tell the truth,

None seen correctly
Always the spur of youth.

And so I might've said I'm done.
And so I might've lied.

And so I might've said I'm fine
Then cried a million times.

But I'm still here.
And I still ache.

And I still say so.
And I'm sorry.

And I can't put off
The urge to end

Because it's a part of me
That never makes me pretend

That even if I want others to live
I don't want to fend

And so I can't put off
The urge to end.

And so I say I'm sorry
Without an end
I don't even know where my mind has gone off to
 Apr 2018 Mims
Erebus
Ironic
 Apr 2018 Mims
Erebus
Isn't it weird
And a bit funny
With a touch of irony
That we understand something
But someone has to say it for us to realize it?
In my head understanding and realizing something is very different. Understanding is something I know but realizing is something I can explain
 Apr 2018 Mims
Erebus
Selfish
 Apr 2018 Mims
Erebus
If today is the day I die
The next to last thing I would do is stare at the night sky while I’m high
Smoke one last cigarette
Take pleasure in the fact that I finally quit

Will any particular person be on my mind?
All the people in my life are the same kind
Good people, all of them
But not one person worth living for I can name

In the end, my realization would be this -
I would end my life as I have lived,
Even my last act would be selfish
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