I’m just a man looking for a woman and a therapist

One to fix me, one to love me, in any order

And you, you’re just a lovely, sweet, spoiled

Left by a father, whose death ruined you

It burns like a wildfire, ebbing in all directions

Our duo resembles a bear and a bear trap

While the poacher of souls trains his stare on us

Chewing tobacco with a tear in his shirt

With a wife somewhere, with all her chords in the proper sockets

Bored, dumping her love down the sink with the extra beans

Running the water we’ve come to share like barroom jokes.

And back to you and me, it was only a month; and I loved you

You never knew, because stitches never love a wound

They fall away frivolously, and anonymous

Much like us, now, with alarms of harder times burning in our ears

Yet the sound never fades, it sticks around like the old friends

The ones who helped you before you were famous, or infamous

you don't know how to carry
the burden of being alone
you can try by pretending
to have company.

But in the end of the
day, sleep
is your
best friend.

O Holy God , listen to all my wounded pleas today.

Hold the hurting, rescue us and breath freshness today.

Into our hurting Lives,  for we all need you Holy God.

Hear our Cries, rescue all of your hurting people.

Breathe a Fresh start in every Life of your people.

Breathe Freshness into each of our Lives today God.

For each of our Lives , has some pain in it now.

For this world has changed, the world is lost one.

But you still have the power to save whom you choose to.

Because you are God, and you Love your people Lord.

So do what only you our Savior can do today, Save us.

For only you have the Power to save anyone from death within.

For there is none other that can Save, but only you Lord.

So do what you do best Bring out a Miracle into our Lives.

Save us from all of the wickedness, surrounding us today.

For there is so much evil in this here world today save us.

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As if getting over you wasn't hard enough.
I also came to realize that there is no need to act tough.

Never said it out loud that I actually love you,
not sure I could even admit it too.

Told you what I wanted and made it pretty clear.
Had to put my pride aside and face my biggest fear.

If only you could open up and tell me whats on your mind.
If what you felt was love maybe it did make you blind.

I don't like how things between us ended.
Sometimes I think you even took it for granted.

Can we just start over again? No need to be lovers.
Just clear things out and say how we feel about eachother.

Keep telling myself I should be over you, forgetting that feelings dont vanish over a day or two.

You're my first real love and I will never forget how you made me feel.
Might not have been official but it sure was something real

Looking at your sleeping figure for the last time
Sprawled across the comfiest couch we have ever slept on
I smile as softly as your snores that barely fill the room
Give your left cheek a swift kiss
As my silent goodbye you'll never know I gave

I slowly tuck the blanket around your hips and chest
Knowing how much you need to be held on to
Then walk out the familiar door I will never see again
Turning off my hurting heart the same way
I am forced to turn that golden, squeaky doorknob closed