let go
and value
the surprises
life wants to give you...

Sometimes I feel like I'm so complicated
I can't even figure myself out
and other times
I feel so basic it is obvious.

In 2019,
I want more.

Want more sunrises
More rolling out of bed with a purpose

More afternoons curled in a love seat

I want a garden
inside me and in my backyard

More friends
More nuzzles from dogs

More oceans

More allowance to make mistakes
After all, you were brave enough to try.

More stillness
More belly laughs
More love letters

More sway in my hips
Cool breeze on my lips

More looking in the mirror to see my smile
not the width of my thighs

More finding shapes in the clouds

More moments that leave me breathless

More life
All the painfully messy beautifully chaotic morsels
dripping from my chin

In 2019,
I want more.

To get over you

If I could rearrange the stars,
I’d put the moon in front of the sun
So I could witness your beauty from the darkness.

You never really know how bad it was















































until it's over.

Naa.
New year, better me.
New year, new goals.
New year, no negativity.
New year, more growth.
“New year, new me.”
Naa.
New year, new Y O U.

Life
                                                            ­    has
            a
                       funny
     way
                                           of
                                  
                                ruining

      
                                                      Lives.

Did it to myself
But I did it to you too
Glad you like "new you"