oni - Hello Poetry

oni Jul 2015

they all called you
a demon
because of the
pain
you caused me,
but the pain
came out of
*love

#love #heartbreak #sad #pain #relationships #demon

oni Jul 2015

trapped within the
notes
of my favorite songs,
your memory lingers -
waiting patiently to be
released,
and to be relived..
if only for a
moment.

#love #heartbreak #sad #memories #music #remember #memory #sound

oni Jul 2015

recovery?????

i have prepared myself
for the two steps back
that come
after every step forward

#self #harm #depression #illness #anxiety #mental #recovery

oni Jul 2015

starved musician

you ruined all of
my old favorite songs
by fastening your memory to them
like buttons on a coat

now every song i play
seems to be
part of the same jacket
because every song i play
sounds like you

#love #heartbreak #sad #music #memory #touch

oni Jul 2015

im still holding on

the reason
i cannot
let go
of the past
is because
you still linger
within it,

and your
touch
never fails to
draw me closer

#love #heartbreak #past #memory #touch #present

oni Jul 2015

simply a shadow

how do i
get my heart back
when the person
it belongs to
refuses to acknowledge
my existence?

#love #heartbreak #sad #heart #relationships #shadow #ghost #existence

oni Jul 2015

burned

the liquor burned my throat
but at least it made me forget
all of the broken pieces
i keep cutting myself on

#cutting #self #harm #broken #sad #depression #alcohol #pieces #liquor