Do you think you really know me?
What's behind that smile of mine?
Do you ever thought for a moment
What I hide behind that fake smile?

Did ever my true feelings reached you?
Did you ever understand me at all?
Did you tried to know my true self
Or how I felt playing the happy role?

Do you know how I felt
Lost, alone living dead
Pushing myself to do
Things I don't want to
I just tried to make happy
All people around me
But it made  me unhappy
But no one thought about me
It was just YES what I knew
I'LL DO IT for you was nothing new
I am just a helper to the bone
But when I needed someone they were gone.

It's raining like that day we met
I think for the moments we couldn't had
The rain is resonating with my soul
And I remember life that tasted sour

We've met under the rain many times
But we haven't get in same lines
Rain drops were falling lovely
Like the time has stopped slowly

And I saw that smile of yours
Like rainbow shining after rain
But the moments haven't been ours
You've not fallen in love with me under the rain

I'm living day by day
Nothing seems my way
I try hard everyday
But waste my time anyway

Living alone without you
Longing for the days with you
Days get darker and darker
You get further and further

I try to keep up with you
But I can't catch up with you
I tried to follow your steps
But I lost them in the end.

Walking in old city street
Old street lamps lights
Gives me that old chill
That I forgot long before
Walking down on the street
Surrounded by old houses
Everything seems so familiar
I stop before and old house
And hear a voice so rude
Drunkard father yelling
At his wife and boys
Scene, like from my memories
That I don't want to meet
I keep walking down searching
For what? I don't know
But it feels like I will understand
If I get to it in the end
So I keep going down and down
I hear a laugh and stop
Near house old and small
Family talking and laughing
It is what I am looking for
I run to house and get in
But no one is there
So I'm all alone again
And I wake up from my sleep
And it's just a dream
But I have that familiar feeling in
  Loneliness within.