The worst thing to say
to someone like me,
Is to stop being sad
Is to stop the faking.

I freeze at your speech.
The venom you spit
Burn's deep in my mind.
Your so harshly ignorant!

I start to tremble
and the tears come next
I haven't cried in a while
But when I miss you like this,
It's hard not to...

You're sorry you say?
Now have pity for me?
I laugh in your face
I know what I see
You've heard of my past
And now you feel bad
But you still used to judge
Used to make me feel sad
Don't come to me acting
Like your sympathies are true
You want to feel better... right?
*I hope guilt consumes you

Gnawing and crunching
The reaper scrapes out your insides.
Chatter in your brain, rattling
Clattering, battering
Reverberating your insides.
Heart jumps eyes falter.
Consuming the haze that surrounds you
The creature inside you never subsides
Writhing and heavy breathing
Horror and revenge mix in the mind
The noise is driving you insane
Shut up
The reaper laughs at your struggle

like a meteor
that falls to the earth
she fell

like a meteor
and it's small pieces
that scatter when it crashes

like the broken pieces
that lay on the ground
she was lost
she was broken