i was staring
at the mirror
but see no
reflection.

i tried searching
for it as if
it was some
lost kid.

then i realized
its no mirror,
its your eyes
who cannot
see me
because for you,

i dont exist.

There was so much to say,*
how could you end your day without thinking of me?
how could you not drinking coffee which is my favorite?
how could you let the fire inside burning me down to ashes?
how could you leave me so that I am longing for my bright smile?
how could you pass the day without someone you once loved the most?
how could you even dare to breathe while I am suffocated and shattered here?
how could you even alive when I am dying here?

Avoid me,
I am poisonous

2. Hate me,
I am the sunshine for your scars

3. Forget me,
leave me and slam the door, scream my name to the storm and tell me how much you hate my existence

4. Fake your feelings,
I am the stupid girl willing to hang on the trapeze for you

5. Hurt me
till I can't feel anything anymore