Today is my birthday
Im turning 17
Its really just another day
People are just as mean

They tell me its my special day
But they control it all
They do everything without my say
Some dont even call

Some of the guests will show up late
Some ditched me for their friends
Its supposed to be my special date
But I cant wait for it to end

Isnt it sad;
Whenever you ask the gunman to hold your hand
Before he pulls the trigger

I saw my best friend today
They came over quite a bit
I spill all my secrets out to them
In return they give me reliefe

I saw my sharp blade today
I held it tight quite a bit
I spill some of my blood out to it
In return it gives me reliefe

Your with that straight girl
Whos into you
Shes out of this world
She wont move in with you

You let her make your life ****
While you complain about my boy
Just shut up now this is it
This is all my choice

While you live with our mother
While your 20 years old
Still with her not another
She'll always make you fold

Ill be in my big house
With the same boy I have loved
You wont win this joust
Take off the boxing gloves

Lets agree to disagree
We wont say a word again
She has you n he has me
Lets just see how this will end

I am bisexual
don't judge me
because there are many
of us out there
more than the eye can see

Darling, youll be ok
I know its easier to say
But baby she doesnt deserve you
so darling dont feel blue

Now this isnt a love song
Im just saying you did nothing wrong
Darling stay strong now
Pretty soon she will ask how
How the hell did she just leave
But baby thatll be when you feel relief
Darling, youll be ok....

When you're rude its as if you grab my arm
When you argue its as if you shove me away
When you cuss at me its as if you punch n beat me
When I cut its as if I apologize
When I drink its as if you accept me
When I die its as if I make you happy