Found my hand open with a bleeding heart
No pity seen in my cold angry eyes
As the hatred festered and lingered
Warm blood ran through my fingers
Affection drenched in terror fled in fear
No longer clasp close or held dear.

Tis an empty hole where the ***** once dwell
Woe to those who dare pursue me
For my thoughts rise up from hell

Shadowed moon and falling stars
Found my hand open with a bleeding heart
Comets red, orange and gold ribbon tails
Burning lights of love
In the bones deaths chill.

Cold hidden planets
Endless frozen forever nights
Loves tears of sorrow
Embrace hates delight

Shadowed moon and falling stars

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She was in a constant battle in her mind
when she woke up everyday
it was her proof of surviving the toughest war
against the strongest warrior
herself

NaNi

im afraid
of these thoughts
& feelings

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i don't seek death,
just
*invisibility

The Struggle
  ( inspired by the quote: No man is an island onto himself)

         It hurts to not find the right words that you want to say.
         It hurts when you see mostly clouds of gray.
         It hurts out to be caught out in pouring rain.
It hurts to be in constant pain.
It hurts to smile and not complain.
It hurts to feels stuck in the desert while desiring to climb a mountain top instead.
Sometimes it is difficult to just get out of bed.
It hurts to be sensitive in the midst of an uncaring world.
          It hurts to ask for help when preferring to do tasks by yourself.
          It hurts to be hanging on while needing to let go.
          It’s a struggle because through surrendering you can open up the heart to a new level of Love, joy ,and peace that you may have never experienced before.
          You don’t need to be a lonely island kept away and isolated all by yourself.
           You and I don’t need to walk all alone on this journey called life.