now I’m haunted by all these holes found in my armor
and if my heart beats any harder I will lose it
well congratulations, I didn’t know
you two had made things so official
just don’t call me when it fizzles
in fact, don’t call me at all.

The ground beneath my feet began to give in.

My heart began to break and my head began to ache.
Every word you ever said began to pound inside my head.
But it wasn't over, no.
I was bound to fight for you, but even the words I tried to speak felt like an open wound on my heart.
The day you left, I lost a part of me i'll never get back.
A part where three years, a coffee stain and 6 unfinished books lingered in my head.
The day you left I lost myself in an abyss of broken promises, 2 hour fights and make up ***.
Yet you're still the only thing i'll never forget.

The air was cold, but your arms wrapped around my waist like a snake killing its prey, and that warmth was enough to keep me from shivering.
You were some kind of imaginary happiness,
but it was okay because I had nothing to lose.
You spoke words of kindness that melted my heart, and calmed the world.
but the difference between you and the world,
is that the world is always going to be there.

My body was covered in chills,
the sound of your voice made me complete.
Not even the sound of sirens could alarm me.
You were perfect.
And I was not.
But that didn't stop you from screaming to the world that I was.
I loved you.
and you loved me.