I can t think
Only about how you taste
I wonder if  you knew the feeling

I walked so many miles
Looking for you
You never saw it coming

I can see it still beating in my hand

You never knew how it would feel
To have your heart ripped out

So weak and helpless
Maybe  i should give it back
It taste too good not too

The world is full of those who don't understand you. At times i full like i have hide who i am. I  don't  want be sheep but always look for change.  Those who care will see the good rather then bad. The ones who  are fake will never see nothing more then what they see with there two eyes.  Love  logic and understanding are keys to life. We spend so much time being negative but  forget to see the light threw darkest days. At times i feel the negative over takes the soul  and keeps eating away.

It is give and take
but  u never understood me
I was just the dirt under your shoes
I stayed  and always saw the good
My mind always  told me walk away
But my heart was too caring
I always  had your back
I  fallen for caring your weight
you could never see past the image u wanted  to see
There was no magic to wipe away your views
You hated who I  was  deep inside
But you never seem  to mind the kindest i should  to you
I felt stuck in this quick sand hoping for change
I am just the dirt under your shoes

The door slammed
The night was cold
I can't  deal with no logic
They say  the strong can forgive
Then why are so many so weak
My heart is flawed
But yet so kind
Can this  be weakness
To my  wolf who walks alone
A heart that cares
You wanted me to be  the nail
In end you were just  the wind blowing  smoke
On this faded dream.

A train that never leaves the station
a bird with broken wings
an acid rain killing the spring flowers
I am
the clouds covering the full moon,
a funeral
the desert's freezing nights
I am
the thoughts that won't let you sleep at night
the deepest paper cut,
an illness with no cure
I am
the dust covering your lungs
the antagonist in your stories,
the cold wind hurting your bones.

I am the pain that hurts you the most.
I am the pain that loves you the most.