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Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
He Said*
"White lies shine very bright
when it's pitch black outside
and you've smoked enough poison
to make your facade crack under
the weight of your depression."
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
My hands reek of cigarettes
And my lips are dry
But I'd quit if you asked me to

So why don't you
You let me slowly **** myself
**** whatever we have
With fights about nonsense

"Could you stop please"
"Why don't you come home"
"It's been two weeks"
"The house reeks"

My minds a blur
And im clouded by smoke
In hopes it'll blow away and
There you'll be

Forgiving me for my sins
But that's not where it begins
I know it's within
And I just can't find it in me to stop

**But I would if you asked me to
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
Some people
are born with
tornados in their lives, 

but
constellations in their eyes. 


Other people
are born with
stars at their feet, 

but
their souls are lost at sea.
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
I find myself in trouble
Because im always thinking about you
Do you think about me too
When you hear a song about love
do you see my golden eyes in the sun
The way it was way back when
You always used to curse mama
For warning you about drugs and
Forgetting the most potent one
One with soft lips, fire hot skin and
Hazel eyes

I think about trouble
And you come to mind
How it troubles me you're never here
Troubles me I can't remember your voice
And you can probably recall mine
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
its been a long while seen i’ve seen your face
a world surrounds me and i feel like you’ll be impossible to replace
sometimes the stars shine brighter than your eyes
and i sometimes forget that you broke me down with all the lies

people always told me to protect my heart
that a girl like me was a work of art,
I put you on a pedestal and you forgot that I should have been too.

i hear a song and think about you,
wondering if you think about me too?
a boy riding on his bike passed through the neighbourhood
for a second I thought it was you, but it was too good to be true.

sometimes i hear the ocean waves crashing against the rock
i can almost hear your voice faintly, reminds me of all our talks.
you would tell me where you wanted to go,
the places where we would grow
together.

here i am alone, sitting under the same maple tree
where our lips first met,
your hand touched my face and it burned like a cigarette.

I remember you begged me to quit,
i would have earlier if i knew you wouldn’t have split.
but sitting under this tree thinking about you
has really made me question what i’ve been put through.

the leaves are falling off
the air is cold and crisp
and i can’t help thinking that you’re what i miss.
we always talked about making it here,
colder weather and warmer hearts
i thought we’d be connected, but were so far apart.

i miss you.
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
my hands smell like nicotine
and I’m sorry that I’m not
one those girls
with a pretty mind and
flowers in their hair,
I’ve just got a cigarette between my fingers
and tears in my eyes.
Keeana Calmes Oct 2015
I apologize for my own peace of mind
And you don't even mind
You spit words that burn
Shouting my name, cursing in vain
I'm not even getting a turn.

If I could turn around and take it all back
I would run as fast as I could
away from everything
and into the black.

I apologize because I know you can't
You can't own up to what you did
All the scars and ripped up t-shirts
Here I am screaming,
I'm just a kid.

I apologize because it hurts inside
When everything you say turns into lies.
You like the colour red, I remember you telling me that.
I'm like the colour blue.

You turned me lilac,
And I apologize for that because you realized blue and red don't mix
Now it's something you can't fix
And im left a mess.

I apologize, to put my head to rest.
Written for my ex boyfriend when he couldn't apologize to me.
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