I knew I was cursed
On that day when
You started talking
To me

Thank you for all the lessons
                  You taught me
                  Before you left
     Who’s the first person you think of?

I woke up with the echo of your voice
My room is still fill with your scent
It is like you have never left the room
But I know you are sleeping in another girl’s room now
My eyes started to tear up as I went back to sleep

I built a wall made of brick
So that people won’t be able to break down easily
But for you,
I built a wall made of plastic
So that you can burn it down easily with your love and passion

A boy and a girl once loved each other before.
For the first three months, everything was going smoothly.
Three months later, things started to change.
They broke up after a year.
Before the girl left, the boy promised her that he will wait for her to come back
Four decades later, the girl was married and had 2 children. One day, she bumped into the boy again on the streets.
The boy was still single and the girl asked why
The boy said ‘’because you have never left my heart and I made a promise. If a man made a promise and then break it, I don’t think he deserved to love again.”  
Foolish isn’t it?
But then again, aren't we all the same?

Am I the only idiot
Who's still holding onto the past
Memories
Feeling
Love
For someone who had already left?

Sometime I wondered,
Is it I trust you too easily
Or
Did you lie for my own good?

In such a complex world
Can we really understand ourselves?
Do you know
Who you really are?
Do you really
Love yourself?

The kids couldn’t understand me
To them, I was a freak
My mum told me that I was special
In reality, I am deaf
If only they understand
The burden I am carrying

This thing they called time
I think it's scary
It's fading away
I just get drenched
In our memories