Said that never give up on people
I kept looking through the peephole
They wouldn't change, unless I do
I hesitate, but what should I do?

Think straight like it's the only way
Side by side, pretending to slay
What offers me a lasting pleasure?
If it only leads me to the treasure

How can I be the only person?
To stay and direct my own life
Change God's will, is it a treason?
To rush out of here with a knife

Boredom kills your mind
Scratching from the surface
Taking every chance it gets
To push you down the road
Raging you in the flame
Tagging memories contained
Wishes and dreams passed on
To another, until it works

Sometimes you have to be
Sometimes you shouldn't
But when it starts to itch
Just take the highway road
And overcome your fear
Let your strength be the one
To beat your own conscious

That I don't die soon
Check in with my conscious
Every now and then
The torture felt deep down
Somewhere inside my head

Hope I'm the only person
That's hurt being apart
Like a cut finger nail
Useless and decaying
I'm sorry but I'm breakable

The glowing orange color
Turning into dark crimson
Every evening of day
And days like your lips
That encouter my heart
It bothers me very much
That at moments of love
I wished I could crush you
Between my arms, and
Fire kisses on your cheeks

Hello to your ambitions
I believed all your options
And I tried to work it out
So what's up? It was hell
Through it then I survived

Burning into ashes I saw
The lies you made me trust
I see what you did there, so
I have to change myself first
**** it, I lie too, you'd know

Soon as realization kicks in
To drop your words in the bin
I care, but at first I did too much
So stop it when I say ****

Inside this dislocated mind
Dreams are open to suggestions
Where in my neglected life
I chose to sit silent and calm

The hungry and vicious creatures
Drowned in their own selfish thoughts
Would never care about this soul
And life won't have mercy on me

I thought you'd notice me
So close I stood behind you
I heard your giggles near
You seemed so happy without me

Where ever I go, I see your face
Smiling at my failed reputation
To win you over, someday I will
And make you mine forever, girl

Just let this fear pass away for now
And forever I'll stay by your side
Protecting from eagle eyes and crows
And hold you by my arms closer