Every time I reflect on myself
The more I realise I’m somebody else
The real me is somewhere deep down
Drowning inside, screaming for help
However I ignore this & create my day
I live life in many interesting ways
Some say I’m quirky and very strange
Very unique but ****** in the brain
Some say they know the rise & fall of my story
The drugs, the lonely hearts
The regrets & the glory
Everybody knows my name and my fox like personality
The attention itself slowly suffocates me
But when you see me sitting quietly
Looking lost, feeling everything
That’s me saying so long and farewell
Goodbye to my true self
The one I ignored and left to drown

I never really stopped loving you
And i feel like a whole clown
But my arms are bound
My legs broken
and my mouth stays shut
cause i miss you more than i miss myself
oh *******
And i dont know why i think thats ok

a dead flower
does not bloom

and now

neither does my love

for you.

I tasted you anyway
They tried to regurgitate
Your love out of me
It’s too late...I feel you in my vein

Silence is a place-
a state of being.

Silence comes from without-
within the beginning.

Silence is before birth-
endures after death.

Silence holds council-
with the silent.

Love the magic
Mother nature’s way
Pure nature
Heavy snowflakes at its finest
Enjoy