If i try to kiss you?

do you know
how hard it is
to walk smiling
when all you feel is pain
sadness and tears on your face?

And everytime i hug you
the tears start falling on my face.

I need to stay awake,but the darkness is pulling me into her world.
She is telling me to close my eyes.I'm afraid that if i close my eyes i'll never open them again.
The fear is a powerful thing,it can destroy us in a second.I start to see silhouettes,shadows,ghosts.My heart starts beating fast.
..
..
..
And than it stops.

They asked for drugs
and i showed them your smile