Crawling back to everything you threw away and every day spent in pain ,
And shielded hearts touch lost thoughts,
Of lives worth living and hungry sayings in throats.
Shudder for complaining suits,
But you'll never know their hidden truths,
Even if they came back and yelled them in your face.
You'd never get why they've cried out in vain.

I used to wish for your demise,
Now I just hope you're miserable,
Candy and cigarettes,
What have you ever done for me?
Except leave me choking in the alley.
I'll pick up the pieces myself, thanks.
Dizzy nights and nauseating steps,
You never believed in my dreams.
I never believed in you.
I wish the sunset would stop waking me...
Every single day I wake up with something to regret.
Life's a cold-hearted ***** sometimes.
Do you feel your breathing becoming labored?
That's me.
I'll take every breath you have until they are all gone.
Even the very last one.

The meadow so perfect and serene,
You'd think it were plucked from a dream,
The blooms so elegant they gleam,
What a delightfully perfect scene.

The sun shines warmly on your skin,
The stems reaching can hardly bend,
A day so beautiful should never end,
How could I possibly know where to begin?

The laughter echos in the towering trees,
The joy dripping from a drifting breeze,
Happily reaching out to seize,
The feeling that makes me fall to my knees.

I can no longer avoid the need to be free,
I run through the grass that's enveloping me,
There's no other place that I'd rather be,
It's a shame that it's beauty only I can see.

I hope this ending is just the beginning,
That the loss is just a minor passing,
Forgetting is an easy way out,
But the memories are what love is about.
I will think of you when the sun goes down,
When you feel its dark and no one is around,
Alone in your head and you worry I forget,
But please remember your love will always be met.
Your eyes will always be on my mind,
The smell of your skin, I wish I could find,
A numbness begins in my heart deep inside,
I want to sink down deeper, to hide.
I could lie and say I will let you go,
But if you believe that, there's something you should know,
You're exquisite to me in every possible way,
And I will not stop missing you for one single day.

A name denotes a connection,
A silent understanding of a person,
It's a label on one's self.
When a name has an emotion attached,
It invokes a deeper feeling.
Their name uttered under your breath,
A whisper on the air,
Floating until it reaches the ears of the intended.
A name is an indescribable piece of ourselves.
A common bond that reminds us,
We are all men,
It is this realization that creates an equality.
An agreement that we are nothing more,
And nothing less,
Than human.

You came into my vision like fire over glass,
I never would have let you in like I did unless you had.
You ran across my skin teasing every hair,
I never would have let you in if I knew it would feel this bad.
You stole my thoughts from me and replaced them with you,
I never would have let you in if I knew you would be so vacant.
I break like a dead tree as I bend to reach you in vain,
I never would have let you in if I knew you would just take it.
I feel the flesh burn and break from my bones as you walk over me,
I never would have let you in if I knew it would be this.
You're turning to gold right in front of me,
I never would have let you if I could have anticipated the kiss.
You flew in on gilded wings and broke my hope with one smile.
I never would have let you in but I did and I still would.

Sparks shooting off like fireworks in the night,
Beginnings have never promised such delight,
My heart races with each word you speak,
Hairs stand on end with your hand on my cheek,
Electricity pulsates here between you and I,
A feeling so lovely it makes me want to die,
I become afraid and begin to worry its near,
You came from oblivion just to quell my fear,
The ending of one story just the beginning,
I have to grab on to you to keep the room from spinning,
You know I'm afraid and I know you are too,
But I think you can save me and I can save you.