In this land of the free,
Money and greed,
Swallow the ******* world of pain and deceit.
Rich in riches
Us slaves in the ditches,
Proud workers in stitches,
All outspoken, burned as witches.
The dumb stay dumb
The meds make us numb,
No reason to live,
More lies that they give
Stuff them down our throat as we choke
On the smoke
Of this world in ashes
Failed as the common masses.
Need a revolutionary rise
as we realise
This land of ours is the land of the slaves
To take to our graves
So cause some raves
March
Misbehave.

Shimmer
She walked away with no more words to fail
His glass heart serves as the strongest jail,
She walked away,
Heart in her palm, silent as the grave.
Shimmer, shimmer on,
No more tears when the day is done,
Shimmer, shimmer so quietly,
Never know, she meant the world to he.
Shimmer, oh shimmer, eyes of light
Shimmer till your heart is black.
Once he wore that smile on his face,
Woeful eyes have taken its place,
She moved on within two weeks time,
He wept, so softly no rhythm, no rhyme,
He turned away, he forced himself to push through the day,
A month to a year and hubris counts to his teardrops on the floor, a wasted love
Rejected, evermore,
Shimmer, shimmer, his eyes burned red,
Yes shimmer, shimmer to love now dead.
With death at his door he welcomes him in, shimmer, shimmer,
He pays no sin.
He takes a breath to say
"One day, but not today"
Shimmer, shimmer a passing girl,
Shimmer, shimmer
She's his whole world.
Once she passes through the open door,
Those eyes will shimmer,
Nevermore

His sandpaper hands across silky pure, flesh,
His smell so rough, hers so fresh.
Teeth lightly caresses her skin,
She lets out the lust within.
A simple touch to let her feel ecstasy,
Her naked love laid next to me
Wicked kisses stolen under the moonlight,
Her skin is pale just like last night.
She shares her thoughts through a stare,
Her entire body lays before him bare.
She gives in willingly
We will be together, simply.
These moments we steal away from our abusers with the facade of just being friends
Oh let it never end

Ballad of a Beautiful Heart.
A shattered mirror was I,
Waiting here to certainly die.
Seven thousand years of rotten to the core luck,
To pick up the pieces you'd tear your hands to shreds,
Just trying to give a ****,
But your sweetest touch, it mends,
Your lips are bleeding, needing me,
And I need you just the same,
Because.....
More and more, more each and every day, you save me with your beautiful heart,
More and more, more I live again, seeking your beautiful heart.
I see I'm no longer free falling,
I hear your sweetest voice calling,
"Oh my dear, I wish you'd stay alive for me",
I opened up my eyes to see, oh yes to be,
Alive.
I could never take my life if I give it to you,
That's what I'll do,
Because......
More and more, more every single kiss, you save me with your beautiful heart,
Again and again, again I see I was wrong from the start,

One day, I'll be like you,
One day, I see my life through, to the end.
And maybe some day, sometime new, I'll have a beautiful heart like you.
That's......why.....

Drugs and Drinks
It hurts more than hell,
It was wrong to think all was well,
All these drugs don't dull the pain,
All these drinks just make me go insane,
Popping pills just to smile throughout the day,
Shots of whiskey just to have my part to play,
A shot in my veins to stay alive,
Smell of a bar for a day to survive,
Its not what I was,
This is just because.
All the drugs won't let me think,
I sit for one last drink,
The cold blade my skin kissed,
Razor released the years I've missed,
All the drugs and *****,
I knew I'd always lose.

Too much, Too many
Too many pills to swallow
To much sorrow for
Tomorrow,
Too many knives to the heart
Too much love from the start,
Too much lost
Too many things it cost,
Love is faded from this empty life
There isn't much light to lead me through the strife,
Not much left but this ****** knife,
Too much time all these years,
Too many times if I've shed  my tears.

Forbidden
A girl soft and sweet
Fun when we meet
Soft lips,
Hot hips,
Perfect skin
Enducing my thoughts of sin
A touch, a kiss,
A subtle wink that they missed,
I see your smile,
I'm in denial,
Lust to dust,
Lashes to ashes,
Come see me, feel me,
See where this love could be.

The Poet's Pen
His written smitten heart filled words for her scrawled on his page. Letters the poet's pen sent with his love in calligraphy. A reaching writhing riddle written riding richly in his heart.
Years he spent, letters leaving loosely lovingly living from his left hand. But Broken, beaten belittled by brash brazen years of being ignored the poet set down his pen. Lighting lamps longing listless in his eyes. He found parchment from the woman. The poet peered persistently at penned parchment. Three words wrote, "I love you" the poet picked his pen packing it planning to pick her up. His heart called out as he hit the hard cobblestone.  Too late careless carriage cringing as cracking bones brought busy bumbling beasts to a halt. Blood red ink was swallowed by the poets pen. A love lost. Words now soiled sweet sugar snow. Terrible treacherous tears. Life lastly lastly lost.

Lonely in this Strife,
Can any one hear me?
No, they let me be,
Lonely is a word that haunts my mind,
This rope it holds my throat in a bind,
Kick the chair, fall to see,
I was never meant to be,
As in life, so in death,
Lonely till I'm out of breath

Where I Lay My Head.
Oh bed oh bed where I lay my head,
How many tears have I shed, how much blood have I bled?
If I wake to the morn,
It makes me wish I was never born,
Yet if I die before I wake there is no one my soul to take,
Oh bed oh bed,  where I lay my head,
How many monsters do I dread,
Why does my heart feel of lead?
Those monsters in my head, my heart that feels like lead,
They'll go away when I said,
"Take me oh please no more"  
When that pill bottle hits the floor,
It's empty don't you see?
It is hollow just like me.
Oh bed oh bed where I lay my head,
Oh bed oh bed, where I lie dead

Hold on my Heart
My defenses fell, my eyes did swell,
Tears of Joy first fell from my face, something like this had never taken place,
The hold on my heart you have is tight yet gentle enough for a tender embrace,  
Hold on my heart, be it so firm and soft,
It is something that kept me aloft,
Yet our beautiful art was doomed from the start,
When I let you hold my heart,
Even though I did my very best,
You tore my heart straight from my chest,
As I lay bleeding on the floor you whisper to me,
"Nevermore"

Day and Night.
We are one in the same but two different beings.
I wish I could understand yet I'm not seeing
Broken and torn by fate,
I grew to love the day and the night I could hate,
Your light gave me hope and  sweet bliss,
When you came and gave the Night your kiss,
For I am the Night and you are day,
I shed my tears when you flew away,
I always thought it would be our way,
But when our love seemed to turn to dusk,
I was left a hollow husk,
I hope that not all love is gone,
Because I hope to kiss you when we meet at dawn

You can't see me, you can't love me or break me.
My face my fake essence and the fake smile I show you is not me.
What is me? Broken? Afraid? Am i to believe a God is there to make me happy? No God, no Angels, No Heaven. Shadows and darkness is what makes up this world.
My Mask hides mine, My mask is me.
You can't see me, you can't see me.
(Laughs and giggles)

They say love and happiness goes hand in hand. I've never seen anything yet, so grand. All wrong is a blissful love.

There is no such thing as love without tears. I tried without but it had shaken loose all my greatest fears. A broken heart from the start, darkness hurting my soul and mind.

My heart and Sorrow walk hand in hand, land to distant land. They meet they smile and all the while.....wish death would come for both.