i remember nights of running through the grass
catching the moths that fluttered around the dim street lights
blowing dandelion fluff into the dark sky
the sound of bare feet on endless black rivers of asphalt
the hum of late night drivers on the highway just a few fences over
hushed laughter echoing back from the empty night
i remember when we were kids
when math was easy and our hearts were free
unburdened by love or lust
i remember being cheerful and sad
but never both at once, i remember being simple
when everyone said what they meant
when i went on cute little dates with pretty girls
hold her hand and buy her a soda, going nowhere, but having fun
drop her off under the porch light and kiss her cheek
i remember sleepovers and secrets
whispers through the dark, when friends were just friends
when joining the circus was just a dream
before addictions and *** and heartbreak
i remember the humble, effortless, quiet nights
saying goodnight on good nights
remember when nighttime was magical and fun? now it all just seems so heavy.