Masakit pa rin pala
Nang aking maalala
Ang unang araw kung san tayo'y nagkakakilala
At sinabi mo 'Ate dito ka ba?'

Sobrang sakit pa rin pala
Nang aking maalala
Ang mga salitang nabanggit mo na 'gusto kita'
Pero mas lalong masakit nang malaman ko na ikaw ay meron ng iba.

Ngunit ako si tanga at di sumuko
Dahila ako'y nangako na kakayanin ko
Kakayanin kong makita at matiis na meron kang iba
Habang ako, ito nagluluksa.

Masakit pa rin pala
Nang aking balikan itong mga matatamis na alaala
Na lahat ay nangyare na sa nakaraan,
At kailangan ng harapin ang kasalukuyan

Kasi hanggang ngayon, ang sakit sakit pa rin pala.
Dahil di ko matanggap na siya ang pinili mo at di ako
Pero pangako kakayinin ko,
Kasi mahal kita, at iyon lang ang masasabi ko.

You left me stranded in a world filled
with bodies, I warm myself
with an echo of your voice
You will never be mine
in this world, not in this body
Your heart is like the cold
frost , undying and ruthless
Drowning my heart,
killing my mood
You tie me to the stars
only to tear me down
like the  comet
I wish I could  
Take it all back.
And leave you at hello

Inside a department store,
Busy day, busy people,
Second floor, sound of floor, sound of leather,
And at the corner, a section
Full of picture frames.
O how we ache
For the shape of rectangle,
Then we start to count the places,
The faces,
As we pose ourselves
The question.

     How do you rid yourself
           Of memories?*

© 2015 J.S.P.

There comes a time when
Deleting people and numbers and letters and songs
Becomes easy.
As if,
They weren’t entire chapters in your life but were
Mere sentences.

He was beautiful and kind
he seemed like a gentleman so refined.

he made the first move, and asked to date me
I was so happy I said yes, and wrote it all down in my diary

The date was set, I should have know then it was going to end in tears
for the day was a day made up of fears
was this a sign I think so yes
the date was Friday the 13th
I should have laid this one to rest

The date went swimmingly he seemed so charming
but then something happened that was so alarming

whilst making love to me he uttered these words

Don't go falling in love with me

my belly that once was filled with butterflies and birds now filled with bats.
my heart sank, my body froze, I can't believe he just said that.

Don't go falling in love with me he said, as he was on top of me in his bed.
my eyes looking up to the ceiling
feeling so sad they filled with tears
he was unaware of how I was feeling.

Don't go falling in love with me
Those words echoed in my mind
how can he be so cruel when he seemed so kind

Don't go falling in love with me
I've never felt so used, I've never felt so *****
A cheap sleep around I have never been accused I'm not Even flirty.

Don't go falling in love with me
too late I already fell.
I loved everything, your eyes, your laugh, your smell.

Don't go falling in love with me
Those words will haunt me for all time
I gave you everything but then in a instant I realised you was never to be mine.