from the love inside the pages,
you caught my attention.
you are the chapter
i've always wanted to read.
didn't know you are torn
and burned through ages.
didn't know you want other,
you and not me, a big plot twist indeed.

the acer fell,
unblunted that it can bleed.
yearning for you,
yet no fondness was felt.

just like the stars
that i can't reach,
just like a scar
that i mustn't touch,
and just like you
that isn't my match.

i must let go the acer,
for we are both bleeding already.

i knew it from that day
that you won't last real long,
that you're going to leave me anyway,
for another time around, i wasn't wrong.

we used to love different views
from different window panels,
but here i am today, farewell
to the view of your back in different hues.

the view of your back,
leaving me ; heading to south.

if there was only way to track
all things from the start without a doubt,
i will take the risk.
even though i know your heart,
and i know you are too sick of this,
but please don't leave me like this as a wrecked piece of art.

i am such a fool
for making a poem for you,
but i guess, i just made a mess,
i'm sorry if i forgot that you have already left.

And it was you,
my love since I planted these flowers.
It is still you,
my love until now that these flowers died of thirst.

Building my own castle,
With nothing but only the
sand and hope.
Knowing it is something that's
part of me,
And something that I can't tell.

Then suddenly you came
into my life,
Just like a wave from
my favorite oceanㅡ
Took all the sand from the
castle that I am building,
Letting my feet soak and dive.

You gave chills to my body,
Gave deep happiness to my heart
Wrapping me up with your
ocean hug,
Touching me with your
warm breeze.

I enjoyed every second,
That I forgot what people
said.
I enjoyed every moment,
And I don't know where
my castle went.

You aren't any other waves,
You're different.
The only similarity of you
with them is
You left just like what other
waves do.

As the dark clouds covered
up the sky,
The raindrop started to
kiss my hair,
Wishing the road will
be once dry,
The same way my heart
will be free from ache.

As the cool breeze hugged
my skin,
I know for sure there will be
a storm,
I miss the cherry blossoms,
The way they bloom near
on the window's screen.

But I saw you,
The one that I've been
wating for.

As you covered my windows
with your rays,
Your light kissed my cheeks,
I am now experiencing
bright days,
As well as lovely weeks.

You are the bright spot
That I could see on the road
in every street,
You're so close to my heart
that I could even feel the heat,
The heat that I will never
let it stop.

But suddenly,
You disappeared.
As if nothing happened
passionately,
Smiles turned into tears.

Because just like the
summer season,
You left.
And just like the rainy
season, he came back.

As the skies go filled with darkness;
You are always stucked on my mind.
Thinking of a love that is ruthless,
Yet, a love that is surely one of a kind.

Can you help me, Zeus?,
The strongest God from above.
Because I don't wanna lose,
In a battle called "love".

Can you help me, Cupid?
This may sound stupid,
But I just want to hold your hand
Until the blazing time when you're gone.

Can you help me, Eta Carinae?
I just want to witness your rays;
Or to have just one dance,
Or maybe just to meet you even once.

Those dazzling eyes of yours,
My strength and energy source.
You make my heart skip a beat,
And my night complete.

I haven't met you,
I never did and I will never got the chance.
Because you always leave without any clue,
On how am I supposed to take some glance.

All I want is to see your smile,
To hear your laugh,
And to witness how you shine.

But I can't.

Midnight time setting us apart,
Time that keeps on breaking my heart.
Why can't you just be mine?
And just let our hearts intertwine.

I keep on wishing that I will meet you,
Or even just reach you.

Million of diameters between us,
Keeping you and me as anonymous.
Thoughts that maybe you're not the one,
But please stay beside me, Mr. Sun.

and when you touched me,
our love started to collide.
and then you held me,
our hearts became blind.
and then when you left me,
suddenly, im no longer by your side.