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 May 2015 aesthenne
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Letters
 May 2015 aesthenne
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Dear World,

Today is
   The day I
      Break down the walls.

Today is
   The day I
      Breathe it all in.

Today is
   The day I
      Open my heart.

Today is
   The day I
               LIVE.

For so long
I have barricaded myself
Behind the thickest of masks,
And now it is time
For it to fall

No longer a
Nameless face,
A lost human,
A waste of space

Today is
   The day I
      Learn to fly!

                                             -Boy*



Boy,

Today is
   The day I
      Break your heart in two.

Today is
   The day I
      Let reality suffocate you.

Today is
   The day I
     Close your mind.

Today is
   The day your aspirations
                                       DIE.

For I am
To harden your heart
I will leave you rejected
With no hope
Of ever belonging.
Draw the mask
Back over your face
This is not a place
For being yourself.

Today is
   The day I
      Permanently break your wings.

                                                               -World
**** it , I can't help it
Every time i see you
My butterflies build me up again
My daydreams go crazy once again
And yet i can't even mutter a simple 'hello'
 May 2015 aesthenne
Lunar
there will only be two things that will happen to you:

either you end up in my poems of heartbreak, remorse, and sadness,
or,
you end up beside me with my hand in yours.
 Apr 2015 aesthenne
Joann
Society
 Apr 2015 aesthenne
Joann
Society: You're so ugly
Girl: But I'm happy
Society: You're too fat
Girl: But I'm happy
Society; You're not pretty enough
Girl: But I'm hap-
Society: Stop trying nobody likes you
Girl: But I'm h-
Society: Nobody cares about you
Girl: But-
Society: Go away why are you talking to me? Loser
Society: Wait where did you go?
Society: Come back!
Society: Why would she **** herself?
Society: She was so pretty and nice and everybody liked her why would she go?!
Society: We will miss you
It hurts people
 Apr 2015 aesthenne
HOOPS11
It seems sometimes that depression has no cure,
you just can't be happy and people call you immature.
People just don't seem to realize that this won't go away overnight,
the thoughts and feeling hold onto you so tight.
People always think that everything's for attention,
but what they don't realize is that it's like you are stuck in an invention.
People just don't understand how this really feels,
they think that calling 999 would make all of this heal.
The truth is I am not the person I used to be,
I used to be happy and energetic which you just can't see.
I do my best to hold back and pretend,
like everything's okay and this will mend.
It's easy for people to say you'll get over it,
but they don't realize that all you want to do is quit.
You just can't bring yourself to think about the future,
because in moments like these you count yourself as the loser.
You can't sleep because you think about what happened,
this is not at all as you imagined.
But you know in your heart that you can get through this,
all the bad things that happened you just need to dismiss.
You just have to remember that your not the only person going through this struggle,
you know that you will find the light at the end of the tunnel.
YOU-ME,OR ANYBODY GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME.
 Apr 2015 aesthenne
Cecil Miller
Dancing on the lifeline,
Flying through the dirt,
Mixing into puddles,
Resembling the sky...

Everything is nothing.
Nothing is everything.
The truth is but a lie
Not looked in the eye.
The spoiled goods we buy!

Dancing on the lifeline,
Spinning dervish, spin.
Aquire all the knowledge you seek,
Find it is within.

Poets are the prophets
To the souls of those that read.
The magick that is in the verses
Always plants a seed
To enlightenment, the need.

We are all
Dancing on the lineline,
Connected by the threads,
That comprise the ribbons
Of the thoughts within our heads.

Everything for which we thirst
Is already in our chalice.
We only need to drink of it,
But need to keep the balance...
Beware the one called valiant.

Never fear that victor,
Who has never seen a challange,
Who has been given everything
On a silver platter.

Listen to the hope inside.
Follow it, as you lead.
As you cast your spells
And spin your webs, take heed.

Dancing on your lifeline,
Holding onto what is true.
Only when you care for others,
Will you know they care for you.
This Poem shares the title of a conceptual collection of poetry I wrote  back in 1997.
Hey, how are you today?
"..."
Are you okay?
"..."
You look sad, are you alright?
"..."
Can you hear me?
"..."
Are you even listening?
"..."
***** this, you're not worth my time
"..."

I'm fine. How about you?
Yes, I'm okay.
I'm alright.
Yes, I can hear you.
Yes, I'm listening.
Wait, don't go.

All the thoughts i want to let out...
All the words i'm just dying to say...
All the words i want everyone to hear...
All the insights i want to let the world hear...
Nothing.

I can't say it. Because i'm scared.
Because i don't want society to hate me even more.
Because people won't understand anyway.
Because i'm scared  people will leave me once they hear what i've got to say

So in the end, here i am.
Unable to respond to you, your questions, your worries
Because society has shut me up
And now you leave me
Because I'm voiceless
Hey you! What the **** are you doing?!
Get out of my way! Can't you see that i'm more important?
I bet that when i die billions of people will come to see my body,
But you? Ha! You get nothing! No one! Because you're ugly!
Because you're unneeded!
Because nobody wants you!
Nerd! Freak! Geek! Ugly! Worthless! Speck of dirt!
Society doesn't need you!

Look at what your words have done to me
Look at what I see myself as now
Unneeded. Unwanted. Nerd. Freak. Geek. Ugly. Worthless.
Society doesn't need me.
I'm only a speck of dirt anyway

All the love? Gone.
All the self-worth? Gone.
All the confidence? Gone.
All that's left with me? An empty shell. Nothing.
Because your words broke me.

I got fed up standing up for myself.
Trying to love myself.
Trying to convince myself that everything's okay.
Trying to rise 6 ft underground.
What i see myself as is now nothing.
I am nothing but an empty shell.

All because of you.
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