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Emm Mar 2018
I'm as lost as ever as confused as ever and as scared as ever
As lonely as ever with a little less hope
You are my strength, You are my guide
Yet sometimes it feels like I need to talk to myself more when I'm talking to You

Me without You, me with You
I miss You dearly when we're in silence
Yet in silence sometimes I feel your presence more
Because sometimes believing in You is like believing in me too
Love is difficult and puzzling
I'm as puzzled as ever with a little less belief in me
If You are my saviour, come save me
If there's something to tell me tell me now
Where do you want me to be
What do you want me to be
Please don't leave me hanging too like they do,
tell me who else would love but You
You are my only one and that's so true
Emm Feb 2018
Ridden with mud and dirt
From the flow of feelings
and tears
To the minds
of the unknowns
Begging to be understood

Usually I like my hands clean
But I want to dive in
For you
In that world
with you
Ridden with mud and dirt
Scars and handicaps
of feelings
told, untold,
a rollercoaster
our ride together

I just want to know you better
Let me know you better
Emm Feb 2018
does my scent turn you to sweet delusions
does the thought sight leaves you that much impact
when we're all old and cold and shriveled
yet none the wiser
when all sense of butterflies and curiosities have burned at both ends
what still stands?

but have you ever been lost in my mind labyrinth
or be deprived, longing for its wonders
have the thought of sharing the things that we like,
be your only mettle that drives you for the day
have my words ever been your sole comfort and fun source
would you stay, just because

If your love is only skin deep then how do we take a dip
we're bound to be hurt by the reflections that don't exist
grapling at each other
longing for something we both cannot alter

because what you see I cannot forever guarantee
but my heart will be always open for you to take flee
just... are you the one
or should I put you down
Emm Feb 2018
I don't feel much
I don't remember much
I don't bask in sentiments
or think too much of sentients...

but certain objects do linger on...
some I keep boxed in preciously
bejewelled and polished

the smell of your skin
rubbing against mine
my scent on your shirt
carried by the cold night air
the touch of your hair
soft, comforting...
the warmth of your embrace

how many years ago was it now?...
Emm Feb 2018
can you smell it?
it's the smell from the past
long forgotten in memory,
here it's back again
...
wind of change
what do you bring but surprises?
sometimes terrors and horrors
...
lock me up and i'll be fine...
rolling on the soft green grass
luxury of nostalgia...
...
don't want to forget...
don't want to forge memories...
look up...
Emm Feb 2018
When Mumma's gone,
no one would try to understand you sadly
voluntarily,
no one would bother with how you'd feel,
so take good care of yourself
'cause else no one will ever will...
they'll fit you into their own motive,
so you navigate quickly,
and play them in instead,
don't fall for it...
doesn't mean you're wrong,
doesn't mean you're always right
I won't be there to tell you
but I'll watch you silently no worries,
'cause you're forever partly mine...
...
--no one would go comfort you,
when you feel wronged,
when the world doesn't go your way,
no one would nudge it to spin for you...
no one to rely on,
no one to go to,
no one to shelter you,
no one ready to defend,
...
but my wisdom is with you,
a ready made weapon any day...
for you to move on,
for you to go on...
and pass it on...
'cause you know I do
Love you
and I keep my words true
Emm Feb 2018
Same old bed
Same old mess
Same old self,
same old, same old
...

Different time
Different expectation
Different people
Different connection
...

Trapped in the possessed power of the passed
memories
Those, who never asked
to

Different world
Different place
Unfamiliar stuff

Ahead of time
Out of rhyme
No one to blame

Aging on,
Here's your stick to find your path
in the dark
Shuffle on,
travel on
...
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