Submit your work, meet writers and drop the ads. Become a member
EmVidar Mar 2019
I am not beautiful nor important enough
For you to notice me
So how come it seemed like you smiled
At me?

-em vidar
series of unconventional love
EmVidar Mar 2019
21
The armour I built
meant so much to me
at 15 it was the stand I took
against all those who said I wouldn't, couldn't
shouldn't
Now I am older
wiser as the younger come to me for answers
Would they still if they knew
That I can't remove the little pieces of metal
I hammered into place
or the colours I spilt on me
To hide someone no-one had considered beautiful till they were there
I lost a piece of myself today, my body had grown around it and made every attempt to remove it.
EmVidar Mar 2019
10
10 days since
9 months over ruled
8 years of friendship bound by
7 promises over
6 countries and
5 broken toes in relation to
4 different accidents that left
3 scars on
2 bodies and
1 heart with
0 survivors
I thought that you were special to me and now that you are gone I know it was the only lie that mattered
EmVidar Mar 2019
7
When will I
                         no longer hold
                                                        myself back?
I need help
                                         I no longer know
what I am going to do

Save me
the end may seem scary, remember that it also means a beginning
EmVidar Mar 2019
6
I should remember
you do not define me
even though you try
keeping me under control
oppressed with your words
cutting into my skin
bleeding my integrity
manipulation had always been your skill

I followed blindly
but I was just stupid
to trust the weasel in snakes clothing
do you remember how lonely it was
that made you come to me in the first place
do you remember the poison you spilled to make yourself happy
was it worth it?

was it?
friendship poison hope definitions relationships sorrow parting
EmVidar Mar 2019
135
I'm not sorry
that you felt you had no choice
I'm not sorry
you think that it is my fault
I'm not sorry
that the only way for you to deal was with the holes in the walls
I'm not sorry
that the bruises weren't covered easily under my makeup
I'm not sorry
you cannot take your words back
I'm not sorry
that you blame him instead
I'm not sorry
that enough was finally enough
I'm not sorry
you think its unfair
I'm not sorry
I'm not sorry
I'm not sorry
sorry
we apologize too much for things that we can not control or for things that aren't our fault
EmVidar Mar 2019
her friend had vanished with him. leaving us alone on the couch. cautiously I turned to the blue haired girl. leaning her head back towards me, I wondered what was on her mind. asking and in her response she smiled. "I'm not looking for love or anything, just something to write about". so stupidly I kissed her. and she
broke my nose
This poem is about being used by people who couldn't be honest. A story had floated around my school and people hadn't bothered to ask for her side of the story. Unfortunately she hadn't responded the way she had hoped and ended up losing a part of her
Next page