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Jun 2017 · 348
Sarcasm
Cristal Aguilar Jun 2017
I love how you
communicate
... the way you
treat others
they way you
would like
to be treated.

I love being
left on "read"
and how you
"care" to know
how I am.

It's nice to be your
"friend"
whenever you
need me, and
how plans are
never made.

I love how you
knew
how broken
I really am,
and you pranced
on in
just to turn
your back.
I am writing this about a boy who came into my life to try to help and did more damage than good.
Oct 2016 · 1.2k
Bitter Taste
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
I drink my coffee
bitter taste in my mouth
I added chocolate creamer
but I knew, not enough
So I prepped myself to drink it
like the smile that wants
to frown
Oct 2016 · 303
The big bang
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
My mind
a galaxy
like a big bang
exploding
and expanding

My brain
a satellite
sending signals
for knowledge
to find

And with time
its ridiculous
to find
any of that
in a world
of idiocy.

So much
space
so much
to take in
so little
to find.
Oct 2016 · 851
Time is deteriorating
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
Bodies aging
while the mind
is two miles
far behind.
Trying to
get by
without
acknowledging
time.
Oct 2016 · 297
Walking on a Rope
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
Always walking on a rope,
with the fear of falling.

Oh I've fallen, how it hurts.

This crystal heart
cannot withstand such tremendous pounding.
Racing, racing. Thumping, thumping.
Boom! An explosion of emotion burst out.
Who is there to care?
Oct 2016 · 532
My Dear Love
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
My dear love, in you andI there is more than just a boy and a girl
There are lovers who love more than they are loved,
and souls who see what is not visible.
I am loved, as are you,
and together we see that.
Oct 2016 · 375
The one you seek
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
After a while
the ******* gets too much
and I'm not gonna take it
anymore.

To get stepped on
like the sidewalk
by those you seek to help.

The devil dressed
in sheep's clothes.
Although I'd like
to stop the me
that's really me,
I cannot,
for that
is my purpose,
To be the one you seek.
Oct 2016 · 1.3k
Blow Me Away
Cristal Aguilar Oct 2016
If I love you
as much as I think
I'll let you be
the wind,
disastrous.
I am merely
a dandelion,
delicate.
As fate would
have it...
You blew me away...
But you,
the wind,
brought clouds of rain,
and I scattered onto a field.
All of me opened up
to you
and like nature
would have it...
I blossomed.
Sep 2016 · 846
Your shore
Cristal Aguilar Sep 2016
Like a wave, you crashed into me.
But waves keep crashing,
and I soon realized it wasn't salt from the sea
I was tasting...
But tears because like waves,
you always leave and come crashing back.
And I am tired of being your shore.

— The End —