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Craig Harrison Jun 2014
Don't go
don't leave
stay with me
you belong here
PLEASE

I beg and pray you will come back to me
I'm not sure how to live without you here
please don't go
please don't leave
stay with me
you belong here
please.


PLEASE DON'T DIE
Craig Harrison Jun 2014
When I was younger
I looked at my window
and saw an escape.
A chance to get away from this hell
a way to end it all, my life wasn't going to well.

As I aged
I developed attachments to fictional characters
filling a void created by how I felt.
A fear of death stopped certain acts
and the feeling of happiness disappeared.

Today I cry to sleep,
lying to those closest to me,
hiding how I really feel
not happy but sad.
I get emotionally pressured into doing things for others,
I have very little sleep.
My heart rate increases at any disturbing noise.
The happiness I felt as a child is now buried deep.

Gradually things have been getting harder.
Dealing with friends and family,
trying to remain stable and sound minded
my mind fighting but is left divided.
Do I keep fighting and searching for that happiness
or do I give up and allow time to do its damage?
Craig Harrison Jun 2014
Locked eyes
touching lips
an act so beautiful
or so ugly

making love
having ***
different names
different reasons
different positions

vaginal, oral, **** or *******
Trying for a baby
wanting some fun
don't have time, so make it quick
or have a moment alone
what ever your reasons
what ever positions
take precautions

Condoms
Tests
Pills
One act can turn into a lifetime mistake
what ever your reasons
what ever you positions
stay safe
Although in the title it says only read if over 18 if anyone under 18 reads this, if you are having or thinking of having *** remember although at the time it can be amazing the feeling doesn't last.

A serious STD can not be cured and could/will ruin your life

Babies might seem cute but you know those days when you like to sleep in, well you can say goodbye to those for a about 13 years maybe longer

Trying to explain to your parents that you are pregnant/going to be a dad is the same as telling them you are dropping out of school

Giving children up for adoption will seem like a good idea at the time but you will eventually always wonder what they are up to, who are they etc

The person you are having *** with might just tell his/her friends and then gossip spreads which may lead to some bullying.

It's better to stay safe than take the risk
unless you're a risk taker then in that case go sky diving, shark swimming, rock climbing out doors, etc.
Craig Harrison Jun 2014
******, so much ******
Hatred, so much hatred
all that anger
how could you be so cruel
cause so much hurt and pain

Stress, so much stress
Crime, so much crime
all that death
how could you be so mean
cause so much destruction

Dieing, so many dieing
Sick, so many sick
all that sadness
how could you eat while so many die of hunger
cause so many reasons to be hated

BUT

Potential, so much potential
Love, so much love
all that technology
how did you create something so beautiful
cause so much happiness

Charity, so much charity
Money, so much money
all that intelligence
how did you answer that
cause so much variety

People, so many people
life, so much life
all that water
how did you survive all those wars
cause so much love

Hope, so much hope
Caring, so many caring
Brave, so many brave
Limits, so many being broken
Relationships, so many being created


WHAT WILL YOU BE JUDGED ON
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Craig Harrison Jun 2014
Do you
breath oxygen
cry when in pain
smile if happy
laugh when you hear something funny
dance while listening to music alone
If so then so do I

Do you
Dream of better things
hope for change
fall in to a category
If so then so do I

Which are you
Crazy, weird, normal
straight, gay, lesbian, bisexual, transgender
male, female, other
English, Asian, Mexican, Other
the only category that counts is that you are an Earthling
you were born here
might even die here
but so was I
so will I

The things that are important to you
are important to me
Love, hope, family etc
you are an Earthling
so am I
Not my best

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Craig Harrison Jun 2014
The laughter of a baby
the feeling of wind on a hot summers day
letting our hair down and being a little crazy
getting lost and then finding your way
things that make us feel better

Arguments with loved ones
just missing the last bus home
not able to control our daughters or sons
things that make us angry

winning a prize
finding new love
starving all day then eating some french fries
seeing the world from above
things that make us happy

What makes us feel is different for everyone
I hope you liked this poem because I'm done

END
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Craig Harrison May 2014
Silence, it's not much to ask for
banging before 8am
loud after 10pm
never shutting up, never been silent

With all its negatives
been deaf as one advantage
no noisy neighbors
no noisy traffic
total silence, something so rare

A house in the country
a boat at sea
a shuttle in space
places to finally get some sleep
places to finally get some silence
People who are deaf would love to be able to hear their neighbors and traffic and really deserve a cure, the purpose of making the comment about the one advantage to been deaf was for the purpose of the poem and also to explain how noisy the world is and can be.

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