This morning I picked up my phone and texted you
Hey babe
You text back that night
Hey love how are you
I text back a half hour later
Im doing wonderful, how are you?
You text back the next morning
Im doing okay, hows your day going babe?
I text back a half hour later
Its sort of busy, but productive.
You dont reply
You text me two days later.
Hey love how are you
Is this our relatonship?
Is this all there is?
Is this all there ever is?
Im sorry
I want more
I need more
I deserve more

Sigh, last poem of you, who is about?
Am I rude and selfish?
All I care about is my needs, isn't it?
So am I like *******?
You are a walking contradiction
Do you have a medical condition?

I don't worry about you, beloved
I'm not worried.
I just do not feel good
I'm not happy, I'm  not glad

I'm not selfish
I can get hurt too
You know I am not made of stone
What about when you hurt someone?

Yes, you stole my smile.
How am I supposed to trust you,
when you took my look without permission?
I took it away because it was mine, not yours
It's not selfish it's protecting yourself, ****!
And you actually wrote a hate poem on it
Look, I have feelings and a little bit of emotion.

-Sorry, bye
Why bye?
Now I'm talking to you
I'm not treating you like anything
I'm just saying my part
You just want to say yours, but you won't listen to me!

The hardest goodbyes are looking into your eyes
and telling you that I have to go

When I'm this far away its so hard to say
what I truly need you to know

I love you so much and it hurts me to leave
because I'm the happiest when I am with you

But because I'm so far, on my heart, there's a scar
That was caused from abandoning you

This isn't farewell but If you can't tell
It hurts me to leave you alone

When I'm lost and away and I want you to stay
I can only reach you by phone

I hate to see you suffer, I hate to see you sad
I want you to feel everything but bad

I am your love, and I swear you are mine
So lets try to take it one step at a time.

I know that this hurts. every week, every day
But with feelings strong like ours, we will find our way

You've helped me find things, new passions, new love
and have lifted me closer, to the stars up above

So when you feel weak, or feel you can't fight
Please go outside and look up in the night

At the stars in which you've brought me closer to
Because I will be also looking at them with you.

Look up and you will find me in the rainbow.
Look up and you will find me stars.
Look up and you will find me in the moon.
Look up and you will find me in the sun rise.
Look up and you will find me in the sun set.
We maybe worlds apart.
I am every where you look.
I am in very you song you hear.
I am all around you.
Just look and you will find me.