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 Apr 2016
Jose Gonzalez
I may not always reply to messages. I may not always answer calls. I may not be on time. I may not say anything at all.

It isn't that I don't care. It isn't that I am unkind. It isn't that I am ignoring. It isn't that I have no time.

It is that I finding strength. It is that I'm healing.  It is that I am fighting a fight. It is that I am always healing.

I am on a journey. I am searching within myself. I am quietly observing. I am always in caring.

To you, don't think I am forgetting. To you, don't take it the wrong way. To you, know how much you mean. To you, sometimes I just can't say.

This is, how I live on a daily. This is, sorry for transgressions. This is just a glimpse. This is, my life struggle with depression.

This Is my confession...................

Copyright © Jose Gonzalez 4/18/2016
** Just something to share so my friends, loved ones, and the rest can understand me a bit better for things. So don't worry anyone. Not having any "bad thoughts" or anything :)  Just felt the need to explain why I do or don't do the things I do. I love My Children, Friends, Family, and Friends/Family too much for harm.
*MUCHO GRANDE HUGS YA CRAZY PEOPLE!! <3
 Apr 2016
Laurent
How could you say sorry,
Through shades of words hiding.
How could she forgive you,
And all the fears you bring.
Why she would give you one clue,
With all the tears of the untruth.
Look at this closely,
Beyond all that she can feel.
Tell her there's a place
Always as an empty space,
For life inside you to fill.
We must be strong enough to realize it, our mistakes have to be turn as inner strengths to grow up.
 Apr 2016
Maggie Emmett
almost
at breaking point

almost
fleshed out of existence

she caresses
the white hospital cup

as if it were
a soft-feathered fallen dove

frightened and waiting
for a chance to fly again.

© M.L.Emmett
Observation & imagination
 Apr 2016
mikecccc
A Misuse of nature
the tall oak
up on the hill
With strong branches
a place to hang out
with the crows
at least
they didn't do it
here in town.
Could be
a popular
tourist attraction.
 Apr 2016
Luna Quinn
erasing you from my head is the hardest task.
I could wash my skin with rubbing alcohol,
and burn my eyes with chemical bleach,
you'd still be in my bluntly put dreams.

wash out my mouth with soap, cut my silk
wounds to bits, I will always love you,
even in death and holy eternity.

true love is exactly this; devotion until broke.
trying to post more.
 Apr 2016
Ignatius Hosiana
This coldness reminds me of the ice in my heart
it reminds me of the avalanche that threatens this winter
upon the snowy mountain in my soul formed by the tension of her absence
and the compressional forces of loneliness
this weather wants me to have another start
but I doubt there's more in my embrace but a cold shoulder
I doubt a lifetime could melt away this ice brought by your lies
every such morning I realise maybe I'll never get over this winter
unless I find one who will summer bring
  there's no such person, none can bring even spring
so much as I'd wish for warmth, I must find it in the rain
albeit I crave pleasure of belonging,I belong to the pain
to the hurting and taunting past I can never have
with the innocent beautiful girl,the only one I love
the beauty cast away and innocence she lost
if only I could can find her among the white walkers, her ghost
this chill reminds of how losing her was a big deal
it was the an inferno in paradise and it's burning still
how will I rediscover the warmth when I'm content with frigidity
how will I change my heart,how will I bend its rigidity
this coldness is a mirror that reflects  ain't over you at all
it reminds me of heaps of flakes piled in my soul
 Apr 2016
Aeerdna
I hope you'll write me letters
from the land
where poetry always dances in front of your eyes
and music never dies.

You left without any notice
no word goodbye
you flew in a second
when I thought you were feeling alive.

You left me with the memories
of some drunk nights
when we were stupid and young
and didn't know
that life is just a dream
of the everlasting death.

Now I am sitting next to your forever bed
feeling the cold ground
and dreaming
about one more day
some last words
a kiss on the forehead
your bright eyes
shining upon mine.

and I wish
you could hear me as I whisper amongst tears  

"I hope you'll write me letters..."
'cause you were the one I could find myself in whenever I'd feel lost.
 Apr 2016
Ja
A star has fallen, from the sky
A poet’s life, has just flown by
I saw it plummet, watched its plume
It hit the earth, to meet its doom
A sudden blaze, a flash of light
Its aura arched, into the night
Its light then dimmed, I saw it die
A cry arose, and I know why
The words this soul, would have produced
Will now fall silent, and not be used
BOEMS BY JA 439

WHY ARE POETS LEAVING.... HP
 Apr 2016
Polar
On frosted nights

Your breath is on my window,

But you won't stay though.

On frosted nights

Your breath is on my window

But you won't stay though

And I won't see you go.

On frosted nights

Your breath is on my window

But you won't stay though

And I never see you go.
 Apr 2016
Denel Kessler
longing to be liquid
a restless wanderer
let loose the lines
unfurled the main
with severed heart
set solitary course
on an uncaring sea

adrift
the lonely sailor
preserved remains
from his lips
the final note
love's lost
refrain
Manfred Fritz Bajorat's mummified remains were recently discovered aboard his sailboat by fishermen off the coast of the Philippines.

Found on a internet sailor's forum were Manfred's final words, written to his deceased wife, Claudia:
"Thirty years we’re together on the same path. Then the power of the demons was stronger than the will to live. You’re gone. May your soul find its peace. Your Manfred."

Like the tiger shark he was nicknamed for, Manfred roamed the oceans alone for many years.  He hadn't been seen by anyone since 2009...
 Apr 2016
rootsbudsflowers
And just like that,
You're gone.
 Apr 2016
David Ehrgott
Blame me
with
your cold hard stare
  
You point
your
finger at me
  
And I
am
back in your lair
 Apr 2016
sanch kay
glass and concrete
walls that do not hold
memories of home.
form: Collom's lune.
for NaPoWriMo 2016.
#challengeaccepted
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